PowderfingerSenior Contributor
Nerves frayed now I have to talk to my landlord.
I live in WA. Some here know of my recent mental breakdown and now my relationship breakdown. My relationship is finished. No hope of reconciliation at this stage.
I've got too much on my own plate. The issue among millions of others now is that her name is on the lease. She is moving out. She said she won't leave with leaving me to pay the rent without notice. She is staying in another part of the house which is not attached to the house.
I'm going to have to sublet a room to afford the rent when she goes. I can't do it myself. I will ask the permission of the landlord first. I will have to tell him the situation. The lease is for another 11 months. I don't want to leave anyway as I do love this house.
I've also got to pay her out her share of the bond. I'm choosing to give her the things we bought while we were in the relationship. I have no need for any of it myself. I really don't want it.
I've told her she us welcome to use the bathroom and kitchen whenever she needs too. She said tonight she will try find a place as soon as possible in order not to drag it out.
I'm besides myself in deep unimaginable pain. Now I'm scared my landlord is going to kick me out. It's an irrational fear of not being good enough. It's even worse now after nine months of being made to feel not good enough. I've already lost so much and to be asked to leave will be another kick I'm not strong enough to cope with.
I'm a nervous wreck and so broken in myself that I can't get my thoughts right.
I'd appreciate some input on my next steps. I reached out to two people today via text to let them know we had parted ways. That was seven hours ago. No response, so yeah things are just nothing but shit now.
