Struggling

Hi all

I guess I better reintroduce myself, it's been a while...

I'm 25, live in a coastal town in Vic with my partner and our 2.5 year old (partners from previous relationship)

This COVID shit has hit really hard and I'm struggling big time. I have used other forums in the past but I think I'm outgrowing them so came back here. I have had my difficulties but the last couple of years been doing well. I'm really just holding on by a thread at the moment I have recently been out of work due to illness and lockdown, I am self employed, to add to this despite lockdown level 3 round 2 our landlord (private rental) has told us to get out so his son can move in, and has bullied us out pretty much. I'm so stressed out we have less than 2 weeks to get into a new place. I'm sick of lockdown I'm over not seeing anyone I'm done with being home ALL THE GOD DAM TIME. I HATE THESE STUPID FUck g MASKS! I feel claustrophobic and like I'm impaired to some degree when I wear it. I hate the fact that our little one hasn't been able to socialise and the affects are showing. I just FUking HATE THIS SHIT. Don't tell me to be grateful don't tell me to breathe

breathing and gratitude won't find us a house!!!!!
It won't give us an income!, it won't make it better!!!