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Something’s not right

Thoughts

Thoughts

This is how I feel, do not read on if negative thoughts bother you........

Saw my therapist yesterday and couldn’t connect with her at all. Felt like I was on a completely different wavelength which made me sad.
I feel so flat like there is nothing for me and no one that really cares. Everything is grey.
My meds have not made an ounce of difference still feel the same.
I thought for a while that there was something worth staying for but I know there is not.
Right now I feel life is not precious, not mine anyway.

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They are "just" thoughts as they are @Lilly6 ..... keep to that boundary Hon ...... I hope that helps.

Do you call the helplines when the thoughts are really bad ? I am glad you are speaking out here with us 💞

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@Lilly6 I’m hearing you also.

I’m sorry things are so hard for you.

Sitting with you, holding you close. 💙💙💙

@Faith-and-Hope ❣️❣️❣️

@Anastasia 💕💕💕

@NatureLover ❣️❣️❣️

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@Lilly6 so sorry that you find yourself back with the intense SI thoughts 😞

Thinking of you and sending

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@Maggie @NatureLover @Faith-and-Hope @Anastasia

Thank you for sitting with me 💕💕💕💕

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@Lilly6 💕💕💕

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@Faith-and-Hope

Thank you, yes they are just thoughts but last week they were way more than that and I very nearly went through with it.

I didn't call the helplines but did talk to a friend online. I often contact crisis text service when the thoughts are bad but I didn't last week. I really wish I had of gone through with it though and won't back out again.

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So sorry @Lilly6 things are still not good.

I wish I could do more to help and to convince you that you are loved and that this shitty time will pass.

All I can offer is my friendship, love and to sit with you so you know you aren't alone. You have us holding your hand, walking with you dear Lilly. I happen to think you are very special 🌹🌷🌻

I read this and it also helped a little so putting it here should you choose to read it beautiful girl ❤️

Feeling Suicidal? Then, you may need to read this.

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Hey @Lilly6 , I'm sorry to hear that.

Did you end up finding a different therapist and new meds?

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Hey there @Lilly6,

I'm sorry to hear you've had such a rough time in the last week. I hope you've been able to get in touch with your regular supports and are being gentle on yourself today.

It's important you also get qualified help, beyond a peer support service when you're feeling this way. If you need some one-on-one support today I encourage you to ring the following-

Lifeline: 13 11 14
Suicide Call Back Service: 1300 659 467

Take good care,

Sphinxly 🐣

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@Lilly6 if those thoughts are persisting, it sounds like you could use some professional help Hon. Are you seeing a therapist at the moment ?

what are you up to tonight ? I am watching Friends with my D2. We made fish burgers for dinner.

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