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Something’s not right

Thoughts

Lilly6Senior Contributor20 Aug 2020, 8:06 am AEST

Thoughts

This is how I feel, do not read on if negative thoughts bother you........

Saw my therapist yesterday and couldn’t connect with her at all. Felt like I was on a completely different wavelength which made me sad.
I feel so flat like there is nothing for me and no one that really cares. Everything is grey.
My meds have not made an ounce of difference still feel the same.
I thought for a while that there was something worth staying for but I know there is not.
Right now I feel life is not precious, not mine anyway.

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NatureLoverSenior Contributor22 Aug 2020, 12:52 pm AEST

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Thinking of you, @Lilly6 ...really hoping that something can turn around for you this weekend and you can start to feel better...you might get this notification in your email...just wanted to let you know you're in my thoughts

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Lilly6Senior Contributor23 Aug 2020, 3:02 pm AEST

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Thank you

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Lilly6Senior Contributor23 Aug 2020, 3:11 pm AEST

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Thank you @NatureLover , @Eve7 , @Anastasia , @Iris and @Otter . As expected I am feeling very conflicted today but don't think I will change my mind.
I had the worst nightmare last night which absolutely freaked me out, was awful. Not sure what it symbolised but shows my head is absolutely all over the shop.

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AnastasiaSenior Contributor23 Aug 2020, 3:23 pm AEST

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Hi @Lilly6

I have been thinking about you, my weekend hasn't been very kind so tied up with that but you have always been in my thoughts. I undertsand where you are at, I was there only weeks ago and right now could total run far away never to return. But I am keeping my focus knowing that this is a moment in time in my life and as the nuse at the hospital my son is at told me this morning there is a turning point. I am holding on to that, I hope you do too hun xoxo

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Eve7Senior Contributor23 Aug 2020, 4:14 pm AEST

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Big hugs @Anastasia would you care to join me for a cuppa? Take care my dear friend 🤗🤗🤗

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AnastasiaSenior Contributor23 Aug 2020, 4:27 pm AEST

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I'd love that, thank you @Eve7 x

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Eve7Senior Contributor23 Aug 2020, 4:47 pm AEST

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I’ve made some chocolate brownies for you @Anastasia

Are you ok?

🍫🍫🍫

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AnastasiaSenior Contributor23 Aug 2020, 5:16 pm AEST

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Hi @Eve7

yes, thank you I am, turmolous times that's all.

How about you hun. Are you OK?

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Eve7Senior Contributor23 Aug 2020, 5:20 pm AEST

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I am ok @Anastasia just having some quiet rest before doing some ironing.

❤️

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AnastasiaSenior Contributor23 Aug 2020, 5:34 pm AEST

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I am off to cook dinner @Eve7

take care of you x

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