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am i the only one who has a habit of saying stupid things?

ShayanContributor09 Aug 2020, 10:41 pm AEST

am i the only one who has a habit of saying stupid things?

Hi I'm new to this website, so sorry if i send the wrong messages, but I'm just curious to know if people are similar to me, you see i have a habit of resorting to stupid things as a solution to my problem for example whenever i go out with my friends and answer a response to a quetions lets say "The funny thing is i can get high without taking anything" and this guy isn't really a friend by the way, anyways i get angry cause i could've answered that question better and in return get repercussions and i know what you are thinking i am a perfectionist right? well you're correct, but this isn't the whole point, continuing now i try forgeting about it, but then my habit kicks in ahd i start cursing myself saying things like "I hate my life" and want to die. Here is the suprising thing this doesnt happen to me once a day it happens to me every single second when i am not distracted and it doesnt have to be friends it could be other things like mostly friends, so imagine what you would be feeling if you were me right now, i would best describe it as a nice golden brown toast enough to function and enough to make you mad. Well that's my story, I'm bipolar and suffering Peace!

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ShayanContributor11 Aug 2020, 5:13 am AEST

Re: am i the only one who has a habit of saying stupid things?

@Bunniekins My life is definetly a ride first it's mania then it's depression then mania again and it just continues like that kinda like a cycle, but hopefully with right meds from the doctor I should be fine oh and something worth mentioning is ablify which is an anti Psychotic so far it's worked for me though the side effects are for a short period which are the things you enjoy aren't joyful which is ok I guess and yeah voices are a main theme I get asked that a lot I had different hallucinations I remember I was talking to the tv once and you wouldnt imagine the context it was in and then I thought my parents weren't my parents I thought I was being tricked, so yeah that's a taste of what I went through if there's one thing in common it's the stupid things we do, but maybe in your case you're environment played a role, but that's just my hypothesis I can't see exactly what it would be like to be in you're shoes, but I can only imagine, but environment is proabably a no brainer really

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BunniekinsSenior Contributor11 Aug 2020, 7:53 am AEST

Re: am i the only one who has a habit of saying stupid things?

@ShayanMy computer once told me to hurt myself which I did. The only time I have ever done that kind of thing..... oh yes the stupid things we do when sick ..... I try to forget about it and move on which I am doing better these days thankfully. I also have areas of my life which are blank which I cannot remember and then flash backs too the more embarrassing moments (wonderful .....).

Wishing you a kind and caring day. Dont forget to have a look around the forums there are many forums here regarding bp that you might find interesting. See you around. pea

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