AciraMayCasual Contributor
Feels like a constant crisis
Hi everyone,
I need some advice.
I have been living with depression for about 10 years now. Since being diagnosed about 3 years ago, I have seen multiple therapists and been on and off anti-depressants.
In April I was put back on anti-depressants to curb my extreme outburts (screaming, tears, striking myself, suicidal thoughts etc.)
But now I just constantly feel low, i feel numb and aimless and bored.
I feel like I'm missing something, like there is something I need help with but I don't know what it is.
I went to my GP yesturday, I sat in her office for half an hour crying and begging for help. All she did was up my meds. Then I sat in the carpark for an hour, unable to move. I considered going to the hospital but when I called them they said to just go back to my GP.
I feel like there is no where for me to get help. I have no money to pay for services and no one seems to know where I can go.
I am so desperate, has anyone else been in this situation? Can anyone give me any advice?
Sorry if I'm being over dramatic and thanks for reading.