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Struggling

Struggling

Hi all,

Things are really hard my way I'm struggling I've been very distant from social media so I haven't been on forums much due to my MH being really bad. I just seem to be picking myself up constantly and it's not fun it's exhausting. I've constantly been switching alters, I've been told I have another one so that's making me scared and worried.
I am keeping to myself a lot because I'm struggling.
I'm trying to get myself stable so I can be better again and that I can do the things I want to do * once Covid is over *

I'm sorry that I haven't been around lately

Take care all ❤️🦋

@Former-Member @NatureLover @Snowie @outlander @Maggie @eth

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@Truffles - I'm safe not having the greatest night. You are more than welcome to check in with me over emails

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Hi @Fluttershy1

I see that you're struggling

What has helped you in the past?

What could you do next?

I'm not too bad

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@oceangirl - just keeping quiet.
not feeling well tonight.
Chest is abit sore so I might head to sleep soon

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@Fluttershy1

Sorry you're not feeling well.

I'm heading to bed soon too.

I will be here for a little bit longer though

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Yeah. @oceangirl

Heading off to bed now.
Am getting tired

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Goodnight @Fluttershy1

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Hey @Fluttershy1

I went to bed earlier, just woke and saw the tag. Always thinking of you sweetie. I'm happy you are safe. Get some sleep, back to lala land for me too hun 🤗💞💐

Night @oceangirl

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Hi @Darcy @Snowie @Faith-and-Hope @eth @BPDSurvivor @oceangirl @Schitzo @Lee82 @Myboy @Dec @Hamsolo01 @frog @greenpea @jem80 @Shaz51 @NatureLover @Judi9877 @WIP @Caringsoul73 @Dizzyizzy @Eve7 @Emelia8 @Zoe7 @Maggie @outlander and anyone else I've missed.

Things are hard the morning, my little alters are being extremely needy and clingy they are wanting everything. Having a unsafe alter trying to front when I don't want them to because I don't want to go back to hospital because it is a bad experience. Plus I've been there for the past week and have had enough of it.
I'm feeling very lost and overwhelmed today.

Family are telling me I'm getting nowhere with advocating for my own MH when I am because I'm trying to get referred to a intensive treatment team to try and help me feel better but my family are telling me I'm going to get nowhere on my own but I'm going to prove them wrong.

I just want to be better, I'm over acting like everything is okay when it isn't. I want my family to be able to support me.

I was in hospital for the past week and one of my admissions was for a SI attempt. They tried discharging me when I was not mentally stable. I hate being not believed and my local MH treating team that things are so hard with my alters.

I'm safe.

take care❤️

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Hi @Fluttershy1

Just coming past to see how you are doing this afternoon.

Lots and lots of cuddles and hugs hun 💕💕

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Hi @Fluttershy1 ,

I'm also sorry to hear that you are being challenged by an unsafe alter, how are you travelling at this point in the afternoon? Are you able to reach out to a support line if you need to chat to someone?

We are here with you always,

Otter

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