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Struggling

Fluttershy1Senior Contributor05 Aug 2020, 1:11 am AEST

Struggling

Hi all,

Things are really hard my way I'm struggling I've been very distant from social media so I haven't been on forums much due to my MH being really bad. I just seem to be picking myself up constantly and it's not fun it's exhausting. I've constantly been switching alters, I've been told I have another one so that's making me scared and worried.
I am keeping to myself a lot because I'm struggling.
I'm trying to get myself stable so I can be better again and that I can do the things I want to do * once Covid is over *

I'm sorry that I haven't been around lately

Take care all ❤️🦋

@Former-Member @NatureLover @Snowie @outlander @Maggie @eth

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor02 Sept 2020, 8:29 pm AEST

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@MDT @Anastasia @Emelia8 @Former-Member @Lee82 - I'm going around in circles in my head. It's overwhelming...

I really don't know how I feel at the moment.
keep on disassociating, panic attacks and I'm feeling numb aswell just to add to it.
Voices are loud, crying.
fighting SH urges.

im sfae sfe sfe.

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AnastasiaSenior Contributor02 Sept 2020, 9:01 pm AEST

Re: Struggling

Sitting with you @Fluttershy1

Holding your hand xxx

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor02 Sept 2020, 9:02 pm AEST

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I sori I sori sori sori @Anastasia

mi fal fal fal,

voces Lud lud lud

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor02 Sept 2020, 9:26 pm AEST

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@Anastasia - alter switchy switchy me go hid.
@Former-Member - hope your ok

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MDTSenior Contributor02 Sept 2020, 10:44 pm AEST

Re: Struggling

My friend @Fluttershy1
Here for you like so many of us are

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor02 Sept 2020, 10:51 pm AEST

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@Zahlia @rockypug @MDT @Anastasia @Emelia8 @Former-Member @Lee82 @Zoe7 @Lee71 @Faith-and Hope @Former-Member - things are tough right now, I don't know how I feel, I keep disassociating and getting stuck in flashbacks. My emotions are running crazy. I'm feeling numb and I can't focus on 1 thing. My mind is just racing.
Alters are trying to come out but I'm fighting them because I don't want them coming out at the moment. Voices are loud and I feel like they are screaming at me....

Family don't understand what I'm going though I just have to act like everything is okay when it's not.
Urges to SH are there but I'm safe

I'm safe safe safe

just a rough night

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Unknown userMember02 Sept 2020, 10:55 pm AEST

Re: Struggling

Join the club, must be the full moon messin' with our brains. Just survive for each other, we're not alone 💕

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor02 Sept 2020, 10:56 pm AEST

Re: Struggling

@MDT - things are tough right now

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor02 Sept 2020, 10:57 pm AEST

Re: Struggling

@Former-Member - how's you?
my world is falling apart.

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ZahliaSenior Contributor02 Sept 2020, 11:15 pm AEST

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It's one of those nights @Fluttershy1

You seem to be putting up a good fight tonight It's so hard having to put on that brave smile and pretend everything is ok.

Sending you strength and love tonight. Tomorrow is a new day

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