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Struggling

Struggling

Hi all,

Things are really hard my way I'm struggling I've been very distant from social media so I haven't been on forums much due to my MH being really bad. I just seem to be picking myself up constantly and it's not fun it's exhausting. I've constantly been switching alters, I've been told I have another one so that's making me scared and worried.
I am keeping to myself a lot because I'm struggling.
I'm trying to get myself stable so I can be better again and that I can do the things I want to do * once Covid is over *

I'm sorry that I haven't been around lately

Take care all ❤️🦋

@Former-Member @NatureLover @Snowie @outlander @Maggie @eth

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You know what, they are all Izzy's favourite things to do. I am really sorry babe but I have to try and get some more sleep as we have lots to do later this morning. I have to spend the morning out with my hubby so won't be here much, but when he goes to work I will check in with you. Thank you again for trusting me to tell me about your alter sweetheart. I hope you manage some sleep soon @Fluttershy1

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@Former-Member - crying again....

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@Dockers6 - hey hey, just letting you know I'm safe but things are really tough right now.
I'm safe

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Hello my beautiful friend @Fluttershy1

I'm sorry I wasn't around when you needed me last night. I'm sorry you had a tough night. I saw @Lee82 and @Former-Member were here with you. I hope you are sleeping now and had some quality sleep. I will be thinking of you all day especially at your appointment. I have a really busy day today but will pop in when I can. I love you sweet girl, you've got this 🌹

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Good morning my beautiful friend @Anastasia,

last night was an extremely hard night, my emotions were everywhere, they are still kind of like that. I just want to curl up in a ball and cry. Things are really rough right now.....

I just want it to get eaiser

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I feel for you @Fluttershy1

I am sorry it's such a difficult time at the moment. Things will improve but it's not immediate sadly. I am hoping that your sessions are going to provide you with the tools to cope as well as fight off the sh thoughts. I am keeping you in my thoughts always. Big squeezy hugs. I think you are so brave x

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@Iris - just letting you know I'm safe and okay. Things are still tough though.

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Good morning @Maggie @Former-Member @Anastasia @Lee82 @Emelia8 @NatureLover @outlander @MDT @Judi9877 @frog @Shaz51 @Lee71 - hope you are all well.
last night was a hard night, but I pushed through it.
Dont know what today is going to be like. Woken up not feeling great as it is but I can change it around hopefully.
I keep on becoming switchy with my alters And disassociating.....

I'm safe

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Good to hear that you are safe this morning @Fluttershy1 . Not feeling great, but hopeful of changing that around is a very good way to think of things. Sorry your alters are playing havoc with you. I note that your profile picture has changed again this morning. Can I ask if you change your profile in accordance with which alter is the dominant one at the time? No need to answer that if its a sensitive subject, I am just curious, and wondering if your picture at any given time is an indication of who you are or how you are feeling.

Emelia 🌸

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Hey hey @Emelia8,

Sometimes my alters do change my profile picture, that was me though I wanted a beach profile picture.
It really depends on who wants what.
but it's staying this one for a while.
I'm safe

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