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Struggling

Fluttershy1Senior Contributor05 Aug 2020, 1:11 am AEST

Struggling

Hi all,

Things are really hard my way I'm struggling I've been very distant from social media so I haven't been on forums much due to my MH being really bad. I just seem to be picking myself up constantly and it's not fun it's exhausting. I've constantly been switching alters, I've been told I have another one so that's making me scared and worried.
I am keeping to myself a lot because I'm struggling.
I'm trying to get myself stable so I can be better again and that I can do the things I want to do * once Covid is over *

I'm sorry that I haven't been around lately

Take care all ❤️🦋

@Former-Member @NatureLover @Snowie @outlander @Maggie @eth

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor30 Aug 2020, 11:44 am AEST

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Hey hey @Lee82,

why were you worried about me last night?

things aren't great I feel

like my whole world is falling apart and that I'm not good enough for some people. Sitting here crying....

Im safe

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Lee82Senior Contributor30 Aug 2020, 11:49 am AEST

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Last night I came over to your thread and posted a message to you but you didn't reply. You may have not received the notification I'm not sure but I thought perhaps you were not doing so well.
@Fluttershy1 I am so sorry you are like your world is falling apart hun. Please go gentle and be kind to yourself ❤️

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor30 Aug 2020, 11:55 am AEST

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@Lee82 - I fell asleep, I'm sorry I'm sorry...

I failed you, I let you down.
Im safe...

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Lee82Senior Contributor30 Aug 2020, 12:03 pm AEST

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Oh no sweetie. Please don't ever feel like you let me down. I am so happy it was because you fell asleep. That is so great to hear hun. Please don't feel bad. It is all good. I care about you and that is why I was worried. That is what friends do.
@Fluttershy1 💜

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor30 Aug 2020, 12:12 pm AEST

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@Lee82 - I feel like I'm failing everyone, I Sorry sorry. I'm crying I don't know at the moment...

im safe

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Lee82Senior Contributor30 Aug 2020, 1:20 pm AEST

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Please don't feel that way hun. The only person that matters is you. I know that is hard to think about because I am like that too. Always worrying about making everyone around me happy and proud but at the end of the day it's only how we feel about ourselves that matters the most. You are doing the best you can with what you are going through and no one will ever or can ever understand what it's like for you.
you need to be gentle and go easy on yourself hun. You are going through the hardest thing anyone can go through right now and what you are doing is enough. You are strong and you can get through this babe. Believe in that.
@Fluttershy1

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor30 Aug 2020, 2:14 pm AEST

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@Lee82 @Anastasia - I May not be as active as I normally am tonight, have to go to mums to go through my boxes. I don't know how to feel about that..... I'm feeling numb I can already tell it's not going to end well, I'm becoming switchy. I scare. I feel like I'm going to fail attending my class tomorrow, I just want to hide.....

im safe.

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AnastasiaSenior Contributor30 Aug 2020, 3:41 pm AEST

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Will be there with you in spirit @Fluttershy1

You've got this hun. Love you 😘

You too @Lee82 ❤️

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Lee82Senior Contributor30 Aug 2020, 3:49 pm AEST

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I can understand what your feeling hun when it comes to seeing your mum cause I feel the same way. Unfortunately I have to spend the next few weeks leaving with my mum after being discharged from the hospital.
like @Anastasia said. You got this and you can do it.

we will be with you in spirit and will be here if you need to talk. We have your back babe

@Fluttershy1 ❤️💜💚

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor30 Aug 2020, 4:19 pm AEST

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@Lee82 @Anastasia - panic atck I sori sori.

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