Trying to stay Sane

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@Anastasia wrote:

Wow @NatureLover thank you for your good news, which really IS good news 🌟

Is it the ring, or just you being ultra diligent, or a combination of both?

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No, it's that my anxiety has lessened since the inspection, I think. I'm not wearing the ring as it doesn't fit...I messaged the company I got it from, but haven't heard back so will try to contact them again.

I'm glad to hear you and your boy are OK. But I hear you about your exhaustion and overload 😞 I hope you can rest this weekend?

I've had a busy week (not like yours though!) so this weekend I can stay at home thankfully and potter around tidying up and being out in the garden.

Just one more week for you of your overload... @Anastasia Thinking of you and sending 💚

I'm so happy that you are less anxious after inspection @NatureLover I hope your ring size is sorted by the company quickly and effortlessly.

Enjoy your day in the garden pottering, I live a day like that. I'll be there in spirit with you 😃

Today I'm up early to shop for my business. I'm a little excited. My boy is coming with me for company.

I wish I could share with you details and pictures. It's slowly coming together and it's looking very smik 💙🖤

Tonight I'm off to see Batman with both of my boys, I'm very excited about spending quality time with them.

Other than that a weekend of some chores and rest.

Leaving you a cuppa made with love dear friend ☕

Hello and hugs to @Bow @Eve7 @BlueBay @Emelia8 @HenryX and all following along. Enjoy your weekend ☕☕☕☕☕

Thanks for your lovely reply @Anastasia , when you are so overloaded...

It seems your business is coming together quickly! Do you have a venue for your business? (Not exactly sure but it seems to need a venue or shopfront if your Mum and your boy can drop in and feel comfortable there like you indicated?)

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@Anastasia wrote:

It's slowly coming together and it's looking very smik 💙🖤

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I have no idea what "smik" means...is it slang?

Thank you for the caring cuppa, dear friend <sluuurp> 😍

I hope the rain there has stopped now...sending you some 🌞 and removing the 🦆 (hehe)

Much 💚🌞🌷☕🥐

Hi @Anastasia , hope you had a great time with your sons last night 🙂

I did hardly anything yesterday except leisurely water the garden and walk and read, it was great. However it means I need to do quite a bit of tidying and housework today. The slower pace is good though.

Just popping in to send you 💚☕🌞🥐

Slower pace sounds good, enjoy your day gorgeous @NatureLover

Thank you for your message, last night was truly good for my soul.

Today slow but need to tick a few things off.

Sending lots of 💛💚☕🌳🌄🥐🍓

I accidentally called Dad yesterday morning before work. I was on a call and bumped phone and for some reason it called him. It gave me a shock. My immediate reaction was "oh, Dads calling me", dumb I know...

I drove to work with tears streaming and when I arrived I couldn't go in. I called a colleague to ask if she'd come to the car and walk in with me. When she answered she said "oh for God's sake, what now?"

She was joking but it hurt, I know I have drama after drama I'm sick of myself too. Oh well they only have to out up with my drama for four more days, lucky them!!!!

I got home yesterday at 645pm from having worked and then taken mum to bank and specialist and stopped at shops on way home for groceries and a hot chook for dinner as it was late. Bf was pissed cause so late and had been worried I guess and when I complained about being exhausted he lost his shizz at me and said he's sick of me always complaining!!!!

All that after an awful weekend of Mum giving me grief on Saturday early when she called whilst I was shopping for items for business to discuss mail received and her needing my help to raise a cheque. I asked could she wait and I will help Monday as I had a full weekend and the post doesn't happen over the weekend anyway. I was cut short and made to feel like an awful daughter that I have things to do and I'm too busy to drop everything for her. Doesn't matter that last Saturday I gave her an entire day when my time is so ridiculously stretched. I just can't seem to do enough for anyone!!!!

I've hardly slept, nothing new but over the top tonight. I hadn't realised I complain a lot out loud.

I feel I have reason to but I guess no one wants to be around a whinger...

Anyway putting it here cause I really have no one except you guys and that's just been made crystal clear in the last 24 hours ☹️

@Anastasia 👂👀💓

Oh no, @Anastasia ! Oh no, especially with all you are doing to support and be there for everyone, and with your own grief! 😞

I am mad at your insensitive co-worker 😞

It sounds like you had a nightmare day and that after all that you couldn't sleep (I noticed you must have posted around 2am or thereabouts) 😞 Am really sorry to hear.

Personally I think it's healthy to express your troubles, so I hope you go on doing it, even if it's just here on the forums. Am also wondering if you could see your holistic counsellor, just simply as they are someone who is 100% there for YOU, which it sounds like you need at the moment? I know you don't have the time at the moment, but after this week you might? I know then money becomes an issue...

I know you are still doing the early morning one hour shifts, but I hope you can read this at some point this morning and know we are here for you, caring about your troubles and supporting you all the way. Am also hoping that today is a much better day for you.

Sending lots of hugs and 💚

@Emelia8 💛💚

@NatureLover 💚💛

Oh @Anastasia big squishy hugs coming to you and prayers for a good night’s sleep.

You will always have lots of support here so please unload whenever you feel the need.

I think you’re an amazing, beautiful, courageous, dedicated human and I care about you so very much.

💜❤️💚🧡💙🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗💙🧡💚❤️💜