Thank you @WIP @NatureLover @saltandpepper @Emelia8 @Bow @Shaz51 @Eve7
and all who have visited 
Today has been better, there's a lot going on for my boy as to why he can't wake, he is a trooper really, a combo of withdrawals as well as sleep deprivation that will take time to catch up on. I have come to terms with it today - It's my own anxiety that had me melting down for want of a better word yesterday.
It is very difficult for me to be at work and call him and there's no answer for hours. Especially given a morning dose of meds is required. It pushes every button for me. Not because I think he's harmed himself but because of the medication required. Maybe I need to not call...there's something I could work on perhaps? I am sure my therapist would want to know why I call. In truth it is usually because he has an appointment to get to so it is kind of necessary!
I need to be patient, I went to an appointment with him today and the results were incredible so given time then improvement will be visible, but that is what's needed, time. He really is doing everythng in his power to assist in his wellness "journey". I love him so much and I guess I am impatient but that doesn't help the situation.
Thank you for listening, I love you all
