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I don't know what going on..

MagicalallianceNew Contributor18 July 2016, 8:22 am AEST

I don't know what going on..

I have no idea what's going on, I'm unable to tell my loved ones what's been happening in fear of getting judged. For the past 3 months I've been seeing things that no one else has seen, I've been hearing voices regularly that no one else can hear, I'm afraid to go out anymore because I feel like someone is out to hurt me. It's getting harder and harder to be happy, I always feel like I'm being watched and I can't stand it any longer, I need answers. I also have heard my own thoughts been said out loud when no one really did. My fiancé has also said that I've been acting really strangely.
If anyone has any ideas don't be afraid to comment but please don't judge

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SaharaSenior Contributor18 July 2016, 8:35 am AEST

Re: I don't know what going on..

Hi @Magicalalliance,

I think you should go and see your G.P. and tell him/her exactly what is going on with you. G.P's are experienced in dealing with these kind of issues and they will be able to help you. They do not judge you.

It sounds like you have a supportive finance. Maybe tell him that you plan to go to the doctors and talk things over. He might like to drive you there and wait for you while you see the doctor. If he says you have been acting strangely, then he is aware that something is wrong. This is good- he is in a position to help you.

Please don't put up with these symptoms any longer - 3 months is a long time to struggle along without any help.

Can you write back and let us know how you are doing?

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MagicalallianceNew Contributor18 July 2016, 8:47 am AEST

Re: I don't know what going on..

Thankyou Sahara,
I should probably open up to him and tell him what's going on, I'll try to make my way to the G.P tonight when he gets back from work, I'm tired of living in fear all the time.

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utopiaSenior Contributor18 July 2016, 11:20 am AEST

Re: I don't know what going on..

Hi @Magicalalliance. Wow. You have been struggling on your own for 3months. That must be so hard. Your fiance sounds perceptive. I agree with @Sahara. Go and let your gp know. They are there to help. That's who I went to first.
Maybe talk with your fiance. It's too hard coping on your own. We all need support now and then.

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Unknown userMember18 July 2016, 11:25 am AEST

Re: I don't know what going on..

Hi @Magicalalliance welcome to the Forums and thanks for sharing. Echoing what @Sahara said, it sounds like opening up to your partner and also speaking the GP would be a good first step - you don't need to keep putting up with these symptoms and living in fear all alone without any support. It sounds like your partner is worried about you, so would be open to having a chat about it all. If you're nervous about the doctor visit, you could invite your partner to come in with you? Let us know how the it goes opening up with your partner and your visit to the doctor.

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AgnesContributor24 July 2016, 11:07 pm AEST

Re: I don't know what going on..

Magicaalliance,

No-one is here to judge you.

You have taken this first step and are on the right track.

Try to share with your fiance -maybe show him your letter. Please let us know you you go...cheers.

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AppleblossomSenior Contributor25 July 2016, 12:20 am AEST

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I hope you were well treated by your GP @Magicalalliance.

Another part of it may be the sense of scrutiny that most of us need to come to terms with. That is when all the parts of our personality are newly open to others as part of sexual awakening and sexual connection.

Not saying that you are not struggling and dont need help ... but it might be part of the mix ... if it is any help.

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