Morning has broken

Thank you @Snowie I hope tomorrow is better for you. Will you be having ECT this Friday? I am only having one more.

Yes I have ECT this Friday @Eve7

I hope your last ECT goes ok hon.

Today has been a struggle, lots of dark thoughts.

Sorry to hear that @Snowie I know how hard it is to battle those thoughts.

Big, kind hugs for you my buddy.

Thanks @Eve7

Think it might be an early night tonight.

How are you going?

i'm ok thanks @Snowie a bit of a struggle and I haven't been able to see pdoc as she was sick and cancelled last week. Next appointment is not until May but I'm on the cancellation list...which may or may not happen. Psych hasn't replied to my email either probably over my negativity.

When I was in Melbourne on Saturday I thought about you and "pretended" you were having coffee with me on Bourke St...telling you now that it's all over and I won't be there again in the foreseeable future.

It's good to be in isolation and able to communicate with friends here.

It is hard when we cannot see our supports hon. Hopefully something comes up for you @Eve7

I would gladly have coffee with you sweetheart. I hope you enjoyed yourself down in Melbourne.

I'm glad you have support her hon whilst in isolation.

Will say goodnight. Time for me to take my meds and try and get some sleep.

I hope you get some sleep too sweetie and tomorrow is a good day for you.

Love you hon 💞💞

Good night @Snowie I hope you sleep and dream well tonight.

xox

Hi @Snowie just checking in that you are ok, it can be tough when dark thoughts come up. It seems like you have received good supports from the forum. Please make sure to call for supports should things escalate for you. Take care

Thanks @jazz

Unfortunately things are getting worse and the thoughts are becoming too consuming to be able to control safely.

Please know I love everyone here and wish you all well

Hey @Snowie please take care of yourself and follow your safety plan and the support provided, perhaps you can contact lifeline if you need.