Morning has broken

I can go home soon @Snowie as soon as paperwork is completed.

Im going away for the weekend hopefully

I'm glad you can go home soon hon @Eve7

You must be exhausted.

Going away on the weekend sounds nice. Something to look forward to.

Feeling alone and stupid and just wanting an escape from myself.

Going away for the weekend and trying hard to pull myself together. I don’t know why I keep trying to do what I do but the pain of this depression just about paralyses me. I can’t keep living like this,

@Eve7 I'm sorry things are so tough for you right now. That's really hard. Where are you going on the weekend? Are you looking forward to it?

I’m going as far away from here as I can get @Jynx I can’t post on here where exactly.

I was looking forward to it but now I’m scared. I told pdoc I’d be safe.

What are you doing this weekend?

@Eve7 I can understand pre-trip jitters, for sure. I hope it ends up being exactly what you need it to be.

My weekend is pretty empty at this point, sooo probably should try to get a few things done around the house. Otherwise maybe just a walk in nature somewhere, been about a month and I'm getting antsy, so I know I need to go be amongst some trees, stat!

The weekend has the potential to have the highest highs and the lowest lows @Jynx but I think I’m prepared for either outcome.!t will be an opportunity for me to put on my mask and hope no one sees through the fake person that I’ll be.

its exhausting doing all of this. I just want to disappear and not return.

I hope you get your trees this weekend.

Thank you muchly @Eve7 - and I hope you get to spend at least some of your weekend being your authentic self, and those highs and lows don't rock you too hard 💜

@Eve7 I'm glad your pdoc is looking out for you. I can understand not wanting any more ECT.

Hoping you feel less sad today and that you wake up feeling a bit stronger. Hope your weekend away goes well... 🤞

@Eve7 💖👂🌷🌻🙏