Lee71Senior Contributor
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@NatureLover
Will use this post to check in, and help myself get through the night.
Thank you for everything you've done for me, you are very kind.
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Lee71Senior Contributor
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@NatureLover
Don't know what to say, Sorry
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NatureLoverSenior Contributor
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No worries, that's fine @Lee71 .
Thinking of you, as you struggle through today...
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Lee71Senior Contributor
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@NatureLover
I appreciate your responses.
It's almost 1030 in the morning and I've already had enough of today .because of where I live there's always people around but I don't want to interact with them in anyway. I'm sitting listening to a few of them talk, not really listening to what they are saying, i feel like, how do I explain this, it feels like, it's kinda like I'm not really here, that I'm invisible, or just an observer, not real sure how to explain it.
Just will hibernate in my room.
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NatureLoverSenior Contributor
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@Lee71 wrote:It's almost 1030 in the morning and I've already had enough of today .because of where I live there's always people around but I don't want to interact with them in anyway. I'm sitting listening to a few of them talk, not really listening to what they are saying, i feel like, how do I explain this, it feels like, it's kinda like I'm not really here, that I'm invisible, or just an observer, not real sure how to explain it.
Thanks for explaining... It sounds a bit like dissociation?
It must be frustrating to have all those people around when you want to be alone. Is there always noise there? @Lee71
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Lee71Senior Contributor
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@NatureLover
It probably is dissasociation. That happens to me a lot, I'm always losing chunks of time.
It is always noisy, and I'm quite sensitive to a lot of noise.
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NatureLoverSenior Contributor
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@Lee71 wrote:It is always noisy, and I'm quite sensitive to a lot of noise.
I'm sorry to hear that's it's always noisy there. That must be hard. @Lee71
I can empathise with the dissociation. It's an escape from reality.
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Lee71Senior Contributor
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@NatureLover
Noises are very difficult, I have ear plugs to wear when I have to go out tohelp down out the noise, that helps my anxiety a little.
Where I live, 13 other people, constant noise, conversations, music tv and general noise. It's not their fault noise bothers me
If I was a machine and this broken, anyone would just throw it in the bin.
I've always believed I'm broken beyond repair.
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MaggieSenior Contributor
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I’m around on and off also @Lee71 @NatureLover , following along, caring a lot. Wishing things were different/better for you/us. 💞💞
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NatureLoverSenior Contributor
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@Lee71 wrote:If I was a machine and this broken, anyone would just throw it in the bin.
I've always believed I'm broken beyond repair.
I'm so very sad to read this, Lee 😞 I'm so very sorry you were hurt so badly. 😞
I'm also sad that you can't live somewhere quieter. I know it's not possible, or you would be already. The ear plugs sound like a good idea. @Lee71
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NatureLoverSenior Contributor
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@Maggie wrote:I’m around on and off also @Lee71 @NatureLover , following along, caring a lot. Wishing things were different/better for you/us. 💞💞
Thank you so much, @Maggie ❤️
