checking in

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@Lee71 wrote:

Beyond tired.

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So sorry to hear. Hoping you can get some relief with more sleep tonight.

Thanks for your good wishes. I took my sleeping tablet an hour late tonight by accident, so I will be around a bit longer if you want to talk. Maybe not 2 hours though.

@Lee71

@NatureLover

I'm glad you will be around a bit longer

I can sit with you @Lee71 ...

Is there anything you want to talk about?

@NatureLover

Thank you for sitting with me.

No not anything really that I should talk about this late in the night. .

I feel like such a cg burden, such a failure, so many things going on in my head right now

I know you feel like a burden and a failure. 😞 I don't think you are, but severe depression tells us that.

Is one reason you can't sleep because your mind is so busy? @Lee71

@NatureLover

Yes that's one of the reasons. Not feeling safe is another part of it.

I'm just physically and mentally exhausted, and I'm questioning why I am even trying

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@Lee71 wrote:

Not feeling safe is another part of it.

I'm just physically and mentally exhausted, and I'm questioning why I am even trying

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This makes me sad, but I understand it. 😞

I wish your sleep meds worked better. I know the exhaustion is mental as well as physical, but better sleep would help (from my experience).

@Lee71

Good evening @Lee71

Being exhausted must be such a difficult state for you to be in Lee. I really hope you are able to get some rest, peace and respite tonight. Let us all hope that tomorrow will dawn a little brighter for you.

Your strength and resilience is remarkable,

take care

Whitehawk

@NatureLover

I wish my sleep meds did too. Started weaning them but because of what it was doing to me doc didn't want me to keep weaning, she thinks it needs to be done under closer supervision.

I just want some sleep. And

@Former-Member

Thank You for your kind words.

Being exhausted is so hard, dragging myself through each hour