love

i feel so mind numb right now...

i've been with my partner for three years and he isn't perfect but he accepts me for who i am and reassures me i'm always loved, we have lived together for two years

but i don't know if i'm falling out of love...or my mind is trying to fuck with me

some days i'm absolutely repulsed by him and i can't tolerate him and other days i care so so much for him,, i can't imagine my life without him,,, but at the same time the thought of flirting with others excites me..... i don't know how to feel or act i'm so confused