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Complete exhaustion
Today was diagnosis, my son suffers severe high anxiety & ptsd. I'm glad to knowcwhatbit is I'm dealing, but also exhausted. I also suffer both of these disorders. Due to the domestic violence we had lived through whilst he was young. Even though I am no longer with his father, domestic violence impacts do not escape you. Community at large has little awareness even though I've come along way to accept this. I feel amazed that some nights I run on 3 hours sleep & function fine. I have recently dealt betrayal by someone I thought would never hurt me in such this way. I've learnt to live with much adversity in my life with little support. I've learnt many things. But I'm now so tired, that it's unexplainable. I felt only a few days ago that I couldn't go on. That I wanted to give all my things away directly related to me, to change my identity. I indeed felt suicidal as I have before in my life. Deep hurts are so crushing to the soul. The person who hurt never expected my response to be so intense. I guess in part it creates all sorts of mixed feelings. The general populace means little to me. My children keep me alive. Life is no simple ride!
