Apparently everything I have to say, think or feel is in violation of some rule or wrong or bad.

Hi Tiger,

often it is just a word or a small passage against the guidelines in the post that stops the posting. You can contact the @Former-Member for help. I don't know if this is the first time for you on a forum, but most online groups have guidelines. It doesn't mean that you're doing something wrong (word choices can be changed), that you are any of the expression you used about yourself or that no one wants to hear your story or help you. So please try again and stay safe.

Hey there @Former-Member we definitely want you to be able to express your thoughts, feelings and journey here on the forum. The guidelines can be tricky at times, but I will review the post and follow up via e-mail (keep an eye on your inbox if you can!).

I just want to reiterate, you are definitely not scum - you are very valuable, insightful and we all definitely care about your recovery here will check in soon via e-mail about the post.

Hi @Former-Member , I'm sorry you're feeling this way.

You're not a broken worthless failure of a human being.

I believe in you - support is a hit and miss, and I hope that one day you can somehow get the support you're searching for, whether it's online, face to face, whatever you're after.

You're loved and needed and you're not a worthless failure.

@Former-Member

It can be frustrating. Some of it is just computer algorhythms. Some of it is just being careful cos the forum is "open" to all. I learned not to take it all personally and chip away at putting it out there.

Take Care