the hardest thing is .....

Hi everyone I was sitting here in the darkness of my room with my computer listening to my favorite music and thinking to myself what is the hardest thing ..... for me it is living. I just want to break free of the constraints that we live in. For example we all go to the shops either in rl or online buy clothes and strive to wear what is in fashion to a certain extent anyway or we go do the grocery shopping make meals and eat them and then the process is repeated the following day ..... day after day the cycle continues until we die.

Dear god I need a change badly I want to scream out my window...... I need to break free. The discipline of being a part of society weighs heavily on the pea ..... :(. Does anyone else question what we are being fed by the powers that be the politicians, the press, our parents ..... religion. Our social conditioning is stifiling our minds expansion into other realms of thinking. Idk there has to be more than this. pea.