PrincessmollySenior Contributor
Im never getting better!!!
Just wanted to put it out there but i think i am a lost cause. Nothing helps. Not medication, nor talking. Its a beautiful day i took the dog for a walk in a beautiful location and all i could think about is how much i hate my life and myself and how i no longer want to be around. This isnt living and i wish my family would accept i dont want to be here and let me go but i keep hanging on for them so they wont be sad. For years i have tried to get my sisters to understand that im just not ever going to have a purpose or feel joy. I fully beleive depression that dosent respond to anything should be something that is dealt with by legalised euthanasia. But instead ill keep plodding along because people i see once or twice a year might feel bad if i go.
