Hi @p3p1t4
Firstly hello, nice to met you.
I can relate to what you are saying. There are times where I have had suicidal thoughts with no intent. There are many things I try to help with these thoughts. Sometimes my strategies work, sometimes not, but I keep trying them. Having these thoughts can be scary and upsetting but please know that you are not alone.
Some things I try are listening to a mindfulness recording (you can find a lot on you tube), mindful colouring in, going for a walk, playing with my dog, progressive muscle relaxation, deep breathing and using my 5 senses. These are just a few that come to mind. As I said earlier, they do not always work but that doesn't mean I stop trying.
Take care @p3p1t4