Tough Times

@Former-Member I'm sorry you're struggling a lot and what's happening for you. I'm sorry I don't know what to say and can't properly help, I feel bad, sigh

@Former-Member , it's ok honey we don't always know how to help someone. But dropping a hi or even just supporting a post is enough.

@outlander , mothers!!! Thanks for you support honey

@Lee82 , thanks for your kinds words and loving heart. Love you 3000

Goodbye I hope everyone can find some peace tonight. For all the mumma's out there, I hope tomorrow isn't too hard for you all. Weather you are a mum to a human baby or a fur baby Happy Mother's Day to you all. 💐💐💐💐

@Former-Member @Snowie @Shaz51 @Purplerain @Appleblossom @HopefulWarrior @Zoe7 @Sans911 @Angels333 and anyone I forgot to tag.

@Former-Member that's true, thank you.

I think I'll go off for tonight, try to clear my head, feel like I upset someone unintentionally by misinterpreting what they said, and that I'm just all bad words and I should just end it all (my life). None of you did anything wrong, it's all me. So I'll just keep blaming myself and being full of regret and guilt and overthinking.

I'm not sure if I'll be back, but take care everyone.

@Lee82 @outlander and anyone else here

Try not to be to hard on yourself @Former-Member, we have all got our words wrong at some point. Everyone's reactions are their own and you are not responsible for them. I hope you come back it has been lovely talking to you again

Hey honey...hoping that was suppose to be good night instead.
@Former-Member

hope your dreams are sweet and that you wake up tomorrow feeling a little better.
love you to infinity and beyond

💙💜🧡💚❤️

@Former-Member thanks for the kind words and reassurance. I just feel like whatever I do and say is always wrong and I mess everything up, and I don't think before I do and say. my mind just races and not in a good way, all the time. I can't help it and I can't help being so sensitive and taking things to heart and thinking the worst. As I mentioned I'm not making excuses but my Avoidant Personality Disorder is one of my diagnoseses and that doesn't help. It's hard. I try to be strong and not let things get to me and get me down, but it's impossible for me. I've been this way my whole life and I'm only 20.

I don't deserve to be here, I should just end it all.

I won't say anymore I'm not trying to upset, trigger or worry anyone so I hope I haven't

I completely understand what you are saying @Former-Member and I am sorry you struggle so much for someone so young. Please take care of yourself 💜

@Lee82 Always 💖

It's not worth hurting yourself @Former-Member and I'm truly sorry you feel that way.

I know it might be hard for you to feel worthy from my post. But you are. You need though to feel worthy on your own grounds, not from others. I hope you can find that love and care for yourself. Please reach out for some help tonight like Lifeline or Suicide Call back Service.

I'll leave you be from this point.

@Former-Member
no need to apologise. I feel like ive been watching over a lot of threads tonight so I hope your not thinking im stalking 🤦‍♀️:face_with_rolling_eyes: @Sans911 has just said shes not upset with you and @Former-Member also said a few times shes not upset with you either. it was honestly a misunderstanding from being asked if it would be easier to stick with one thread so we can keep up that is all. Im aware your quite a sensitive person like most of us are but please if your suicidal contact some supports. We all have mishaps here but as ive mentioned both members have also said theres nothing wrong on their behalf.