Tough Times

That's fantastic news gorgeous. I am so happy you have had a better day. One huge smile is on my face right now.
I think that sounds like a great plan babe and I am glad you are happy and comfortable with that decision.

fist pump the air no SH today...I am so proud of you babe you fought and you won. I actually have tears in eyes. I am so happy for you my beautiful friend.
love you to infinity and beyond

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@Lee82 @Former-Member @Shaz51 @outlander @Sans911

All good @Lee82 , I'm sorry I wasn't around either, I feel bad. Wow that sounds scary, are you ok? I'm so sorry that happened. Please take care of yourself.

Hey to @Zoe7 @Sans911 since I haven't talked to you two for a while

@Former-Member I'm ok. Sorry I took so long to reply, I had dinner then took my dog for a walk (same way I went after lunch) before it got too dark, it was getting dark but it was ok, I'm safe. It's pretty safe around here. Saw a good looking guy run past but he didn't say hello (most people here never say hello to me, but with my social anxiety I don't say hi much, sometimes I do or they may not hear me, I usually just smile or hide my head. But some old people say hello, not young ones (I barely see young people here)). Then I spoke to my Dad for a bit again on the phone, then had a coffee and just had a shower again (I sweat a lot and I'm on my period (sorry TMI everyone)).

Are you ok too?

Is everyone ok?

Thanks @Former-Member @I am ok. I have been reading your posts today I'm so sorry I have commented. Sounds like you had a great session with your psychiatrist. I also feel you don't need to worry about they way he was acting he may have just had a lot on his mind too and may have had a very busy day ahead of him. DO NOT take it personally.
hooe you have a peaceful night tonight.

Hmm cute guy 🤨 none of them around here😭 glad you are safe and got out of the house for a bit. I don't say hello to many, but I always say hi to the older people. I hope your dad is doing ok all things considered. I am having a better day today and the night is usually calm. Thank you for asking @Former-Member

Thanks sweetie, I am glad for a better day.

I am trying hard to not freak out but you seem a little to quite for my liking and I am very worried about you right now.

@Lee82 , would it help if I said Love you 6000 😂💛💛💛💛💛💛

Babe I think you may have missed a post of mine only cause I asked you a couple questions and you havent responded.
sorry babe I'm just trying my hardest to stay present. I'll do my best to keep posting.
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@Lee82 that's ok, take your time. I'm sorry for worrying you also and not replying for a few days or however long it was too.

Yes that's true, I'm trying not to take it to heart and telling myself things like he could've been unwell, busy, anything, like what you said. I just hope he's ok, thats just me, I have a caring nature, well I try to.

@Former-Member that's a shame about no cute guys, I see some from time to time lol. This good looking guy with an American accent walked past me with a nice Dog one day and said "hey there" and I was happy then lol, I said "hey" with a smile. This was probably a few weeks ago now if I remember correctly. Yes my Dad's ok, he's with one of his Sisters & Brothers at a motel/apartment thing now, thanks for asking. Won't say too much about it, but I hope it goes ok tomorrow for you know. I was going to go but I didn't know that sister, but I wanted to pay respect. But there's also a limit on people going to places like that now, sigh. It's sad but better than nothing and no one. Plus there's more important people that need to be there besides me.

I am sorry babe I had a quick look and couldn't see your posts with questions. I am going to jump out of the game with the others for a bit so I can just sit here with you my love. You will have my full attention in a minute ok. @Lee82

No please don't do that babe. I can see you all having so much fun. I don't want to interrupt. I will play along when I can.
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