LemonjuiceSenior Contributor
Fighting self-harm, su urges today.
I've got chores, my car is undrivable, my niece and nephew are home, so I am trying to stay safe, but my mind keeps wandering to suicide and self-harm. It's all just too much. My body is fat and I am in pain, I am old, the house is a mess, and no one is helping, the economy is getting worse so selling the house is going to be hard, the bills are growing, there's no money to pay them and my nephew is abusive. I'm so done, I don't want to live anymore but I am doing it cause it's impolite to off one's-self. I am trying to think about my niece, she is starting her business, so maybe things will get better, 🙏🙏🙏
