Any diagnosed germophobes or hoarders on this forum?

Hi @NatureLover i'm frightened of food shortages due to this COVID-19 pandemic. So I've started buying tons of nonperishable food like tins of stuff and other packaged goods, and now have moved onto buying rice. I'm so frightened that this pandemic is going to cause a massive food shortage in future so I'm going to stock up my whole apartment with a crap load of different foods like chips, lollies, baked beans etc. i've had doctors and psychologists tell me in the past that we aren't going to get a food shortage but I'm still scared and I'm not going to stop buying heaps of food every fortnight. I also buy heaps of electronic books even though I haven't read most of them yet, but I like books so much anyway, it doesn't bother me to keep buying them.
My new support network is trying to help me budget my money but this means I will have to buy less nonperishable food and less books and this sucks! Even a psychiatrist told me last week to be careful when I do shopping. I said yes okay because I don't want to get lectured about my shopping habits. I also have this thing with keeping myself as clean as possible even though I'm already clean. I even tell the doctors when I'm with them that I'll keep my environment clean even though the doctors always tell me not to be worried when I need to have a rest and I'm unwell, but I insist on keeping myself and my environment clean even though there is already staff to clean out the space that I'm occupying. I just can't leave a medical clinic or hospital setting until I'm sure that my area is clean even though I have to be told several times not to be worried about it. I'm just a clean freak I think.
I will be getting a lot more mental health services under the NDIS this year and I may have to be told numerous times not to be too anxious about my shopping habits or my stack of electronic books, but I want people to understand that I want to be able to read forever without running out of books, otherwise I get really bored and I also want people to understand that being dirty is horrible. I can't stand being super dirty. It's okay temporarily if I go out for a walk or go for a swim or something, but I ultimately have to be clean all the time. And so does the environments I occupy. I don't like body odour either, I get worried that when I smell my own stink, other people can smell me as well. I honestly think I stink the whole place out even though everybody I interact with, claims that I don't stink at all. Oh well, I need control over my life somehow. And I don't like being unhygienic. And I don't want to run out of food and stuff due to food shortages. And I don't want any environmental issues due to bad hygiene or anything like that, to make me sick. And I don't want other people coughing and sneezing all over me either especially when I go out. I hate hearing other people cough and sneeze, I don't want to catch their dirty illnesses.
Sorry for the long post I just needed to vent. and thank you for making this thread!