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LotusgirlSenior Contributor26 Mar 2020, 6:53 pm AEDT

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“I suffer severe OCD and someone was very mean to me last night. I know I've posted on this before but it still haunts me. I don't know why I did what I did.

What did I do to baby? I held her in the football or tiger in the tree hold where you hold baby with hand between legs (crotch) facing out so she can see the world. I'm so triggered. I feel like a monster. Why would I do that. And yet I see it done everywhere. He didn't need to be cruel. My greatest fear is to be someone evil. I'm crushed. The images demonstrate the hold. Facing baby out by crotch. Rationally baby doesn't look harmed but I'm so upset I could be capable of doing this. Please help.

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Unknown userMember07 Apr 2020, 8:38 pm AEST

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Hey @Lotusgirl , sorry I haven't been around much. Just wanted to let you know that I often think about and hope you are doing ok. 💖

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LotusgirlSenior Contributor07 Apr 2020, 8:40 pm AEST

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@Former-Member been depressed because of what's going on with the person who harmed me. And the commission inquiry into his conduct. Very stressful.

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Unknown userMember07 Apr 2020, 8:50 pm AEST

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I am sorry you have to go through this sweetie, but you are being so very brave. Sending lots of hugs @Lotusgirl

I will be around for a little if you want to chat

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