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Who am I

OliveContributor26 June 2016, 2:45 pm AEST

Who am I

I am 36 years old. I went to see a psychiatrist on Friday. They say I should be an inpatient. They say they want to see me over two weeks without alcohol . To strip me down and see whats left. I have a strong mother and sister/brother support. I have no friends and haven't for years. Im alone though. What do i do. What do i do. I feel like a fraud maybe i just need to wake up to myself.

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OliveContributor26 June 2016, 2:49 pm AEST

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Over the past year i have slept with 32 people. I drink and go out to find company if only for a night. I lost my virginity at 24. I just want to be loved. To be chosen first.

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OliveContributor26 June 2016, 2:51 pm AEST

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I own a business with my family. My staff who are much younger than me recently orcticised me to the point where i felt the last piece was finally taken. I have no friends and they turned away from me. Its all fake. They are fake i dont know who is real anymore.

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OliveContributor26 June 2016, 2:53 pm AEST

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Is it too late. Am i really this different or just weak. Im down im up but im always alone.

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OliveContributor26 June 2016, 2:55 pm AEST

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Its ok if no one replies

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OliveContributor26 June 2016, 2:55 pm AEST

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Im just talking too much aren't i

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OliveContributor26 June 2016, 2:57 pm AEST

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How do i face them all after this?how do i gain respect from 20 something year olds that already think im an idiot pathetic loser. Its too late ayway. Im already too old

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OliveContributor26 June 2016, 3:00 pm AEST

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I quit i cant face them. The only thing that crushes me is tgat ive let my family down. But i cant. I cant be out there anymore with them all disrespecting me and looking at me. They have no idea. What life throws at you. Im so angry i want to scream and punch a wall. But im so sad that i just want to stay in bed

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OliveContributor26 June 2016, 3:01 pm AEST

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Ha ha ha.. forget it. Why did I write this

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OliveContributor26 June 2016, 3:11 pm AEST

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This was silly. Why did i think this would help

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OliveContributor26 June 2016, 3:14 pm AEST

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Fine dont reply. I dont care leave me alone. Cant even come to place like this and be acknowledged . Stuff it

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