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Hi Friends,
I have just come to terms with my CPTSD. I was in a long and lonely emotional flashback since July, 2019 without even knowing of it.
In a span less than six weeks I had lost my identity, my relationship, my last attempt at reconnecting with my only parent. The only thing that I am clinging on to is my job.
It feels as if I had just woken from a mental nightmare into a reality of harsh emotions and truths. But it was a slumber that I needed and if anything reinforced within myself that I am indeed a survivor.
I am slowly recovering- a rambling each day to take those two steps forward and prepare for that single step back. It is tough. It is lonely. It will be a daily struggle to piece the puzzle of who you are.
But it needed to be done. I was doing myself a great disservice. It would be great to chat in general but also provide the support and mutual offer of strength for those in need.
Take care of yourself and treat each moment with the unique strengths that only you possess.
Hit me up. I'll also respond sooner than later