soppykatSenior Contributor
My brain feels flat and I am super depressed
Hi - I take 9 different medications each day for my various mental and non-mental illnesses. Because of that and my ECT that I had years ago, my brain is just flat.
I can't think for myself at times, and people give me a lot of crap over my weight 😞
I feel like nobody in this stupid world understands me at all 😞
Last week I felt like dying.
I just wish I could find some friends or something because I don't really have any at all. People are sick of me talking about all my mental health issues and mainly my depression.
My friends keep asking me why I don't smile. It's because I am just feeling so down that I have nothing to be happy about. Because of all the medications I take, I am pretty certain that I am going to die earlier than everybody else, due to the fact that they are poisonous substances.
I hate my life 😞