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My brain feels flat and I am super depressed

My brain feels flat and I am super depressed

Hi - I take 9 different medications each day for my various mental and non-mental illnesses. Because of that and my ECT that I had years ago, my brain is just flat.

I can't think for myself at times, and people give me a lot of crap over my weight 😞

I feel like nobody in this stupid world understands me at all 😞

Last week I felt like dying.

I just wish I could find some friends or something because I don't really have any at all. People are sick of me talking about all my mental health issues and mainly my depression.

My friends keep asking me why I don't smile. It's because I am just feeling so down that I have nothing to be happy about. Because of all the medications I take, I am pretty certain that I am going to die earlier than everybody else, due to the fact that they are poisonous substances.

I hate my life 😞

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Re: My brain feels flat and I am super depressed

Hi @soppykat, I'm really sorry to hear things are so difficult for you at the moment. It's really great that you are seeking support and reaching out to resources like Lifeline, as well as using the forums to get the help you need.

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Re: My brain feels flat and I am super depressed

Hi @PurplePanda2 and @Bunniekins - I ended up falling asleep before I could ring Lifeline up, so maybe that was a good thing.

I also watched the movie and a documentory about John Nash - the mathematician. He relates to some things that I have experienced in my life too - so he has inspired me a bit 🙂

I will try and think more positively towards things, but it's not easy, since I am a natural pessimist.

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Re: My brain feels flat and I am super depressed

@soppykat Oh sweetheart I will always reply unless I am feeling exhausted and simply can only press the support button. Am so happy that you got some sleep Sleep always helps I find. I have never seen the movie on John Nash ..... was that the movie starring Russell Crowe? I would think it would be very imformative.

Hopefully you are back to sleep now my friend soppykat. Take good care of yourself. Love peaxxx

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Re: My brain feels flat and I am super depressed

hi there @Bunniekins - i guess things are going steady here... i managed to cut my thumb while doing the dishes 3 nights ago now. However, due to lack of motivation and being unable to hold a mop properly, there are still big drops of blood on the lino in my flat 😞

I am still unwillingly taking my 9 meds a day - which totally sux.

what else can i say - i really don't know 😞 just somebody reply please

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Re: My brain feels flat and I am super depressed

@soppykat Hey soppykat sorry to hear that things arent great for you atm. I am here for the nexr couple of hours if you want to talk. Take care. Love greenpeax

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