Koi69New Contributor
How to get the corporate world to take mental illness seriously.
Greetings and thanks for taking the time to read my 1st post.
I want to get my story out there not out of spite, revenge or even pity but just because I think that the message about mental health is not getting out there, especially in the work place. And I do not want anybody to experience what I have been through (as detailed below).
My story ........
It took a while for me to finally realise ( or admit) that I was having issues with depression and anxiety probably due to the negative stigma around it.
When I finally established that I was having issues and my job was not helping my situation much I tried to work with my company to sort things out. Unfortunately my manager and the company as a whole was not very supportive (quite the opposite) and the only option I had left was to arrange unpaid extended leave so that I could deal with things.
I had to give extended notice that I was taking a break and received very little help / support and I was still struggling on a day to day basis. I finally managed to make it to the end of my time (well almost - had a few wobbles and a breakdown prior to finally finishing)
Some may say that I was lucky that the company would allow it but as this story progresses you will see that is not the case. I was signing up to a fixed amount of time away from work with no guarantee of my job being kept open for me when I was ready to return.
I spent many months travelling, spending time with my family and enjoying the "outside world" wildlife , walking and photography, which was great.
I also embarked on a program of de-stressing which involved working with my GP around anti-depression medication, acupuncture, meditation and counselling.
Taking extended time off was really great to get things into prospective and to step off the hamster wheel.
I was lucky enough to be able to sort things out in my mind but I wish I could say that was the same with work.
They started off withholding my annual bonus payment due to an incident that had occurred prior my departure ( the final straw before my breakdown). I had to go back (during my time off) and have serious reviews & investigations made around my behaviour.
The company in no way acknowledged that I was experiencing issues which resulted in a breakdown and to that end they felt that there was no blame on their part due to lack of support. After many horrible meetings they finally decided to give me a very small payment but they still maintained I was in the wrong.
So after my travels and rediscovering myself, I gave notice to my company that I wished to return and they then looked at taking me back. Or so I thought...... My manager called me up to say that I could have my old role back..... After he had investigated the 20 + accusations from my peers around my "behaviour" (18 months previous during my breakdown).
Well this set me back more than you can imagine having to attend formal meetings with management and HR where it seems as if everybody was jumping on the band wagon saying bad things about you because of course the good things were never mentioned.
So eventually the "investigation" was completed and all claims were substantiated, so they said they were prepared to offer me a different ( a lot more junior role), gave me a written warning and said that this would be taken into consideration at my next bonus payment.
I am still currently performing this junior role which is really getting to me. My old role has been recently re-advertised and they have said that I would not be considered for it.
Since I returned I have been very happy to share my story with other members of staff (or what I can due to confidentiality clauses !) and I have received so much positive feedback from my peers around how my honesty and openness can help them to.
So I am using both of these positive and negative treatments to spur me on to looking into either working with existing support organisations or setting my own consultancy to start to educate companies and people in the workplace to take mental illness serious and to promote it in a positive light.
I never want anybody to go through what I have at the mercy of the ignorant / non-understanding corporate beast.
I am currently looking into starting a Cert IV in Mental Health Peer Work and have been in contact with most of the support organisations both overseas here and in Australia
If anybody has any ideas or suggestions on how I can break into the “corporate” training side of things, I would really appreciate it or if anybody would like any more details around how I dealt with things I am happy to share them with you.

I saw this image the other day on a website and thought it rings so true (I'll probably get clobbered by copyright !)