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Inpatient with an eating disorder

Inpatient with an eating disorder

I'm so scared. They're making me eat and I can't deal with it.

Let me explain...

I've been in hospital the last 6 weeks on a medical ward due to the physical injuries of a suicide attempt and I'm going to be in here we'll into the new year. The thing is I struggle with an eating disorder. They've become aware of it (despite the fact I'm not underweight) and have been heavily monitoring and controling my intake.

I feel so out of control.

I broke down at dinner and just couldn't do it. I can't eat anymore. I just can't.

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Ifeel really dizzy.

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Perhaps call a nurse @The-red-centaur they can help your physical symptoms too.

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@outlander I'm scared they'll just make me eat. I can't do that. Imma just gonna have a heart attack silently. (I'm not having a heart attack chest pain. Is normal)

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So I eventually told the nurse, ECG was fine, obs fine, pain relief given, forced cal intake so I'm just gonna go be suicidal again. I'm sorry guys. I just can't cope anymore.

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@Bunniekins enjoy your walk when your awake. I wish I was with you.

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@The-red-centaur it is an evil insideous thing The-red-centaur but you are strong. You have survived so much. You can survive this and come out the other end even stronger. Am here for you always. Love peaxxx

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@Bunniekins I can't.

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Love that band @The-red-centaur How are you travelling this morning? We're all thinking of you.

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@Former-Member I love your music taste.
I feel really faint. I didn't do my physio this morning coz of it. Idk I just give up with my ED, it wins. I'm so tired of everything. I feel so physically off. But I'm not talking to the nurses again it was a waste of time.
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