"They" are annoyed at me

Hi @Eden1919 ,

Do you mean other inner beings or actual other people?

My inner system gets upset at me too when I say certain things to certain people.

It can be hard to please them all. Have you tried asking why they are mad

@Eden1919 Hey Eden1919 yes it is a difficult balancing act ..... I wish I could help but mine would just shove me around tell me what to say and what not to say and I would follow orders to the letter.

I always tell son2 that he should speak to his pdoc about one issue at a time. He asks for permission from his 'entity' and generally after awhile permission is given. If he cannot talk about it I ask for permission and discuss the issue carefully with son2 in the room. Everything is carefully done as to not upset any of the 'entities'. peaxxx

@Former-Member neither, they are outside and inside at the same time but they are not people and do not have physical bodies in this world they do in another but not here but they can make things happen here and I cant say more about them.

@Bunniekins yes well I do normally ask permission for everything as exhausting as that is but I think I have figured out what i did worng and I cant say much more because I will get in trouble again and I am too tired from last night to do it all again tonight.

Hi @Eden1919

I don't know personally how you are feeling but can empathise, I have a 'she' and she is giving me hell at the moment, goals not quite met this week, but knowing the cause doesnt stop the abuse coming even though I've been unwell. Still have to appease 'her'.

The only way I can get through is reminding myself this has happened before and I still manage to get up and face another day. 'She' is the whole reason behind the fear of seeing a new counselor, tells me constantly, 'you can't trust them, they will be nice but want to lock you up, destroy you', the real me keeps fighting back because I know I need help but still cant even get to making an appointment.

I know it's not much help but I believe in the end we will get there because we are still trying, hard as it is, have to hold on to knowing there is a brighter future for us!

@Breeze yes i hope we can both get through this as well. sometimes you just have to learn to live with it i suppose even if it is very hard.