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Dealing with intrusive thoughts - my struggle!

Dealing with intrusive thoughts - my struggle!

Edit: This has evolved to become a vent thread and supportive thread. Everyone is welcome to come, vent. say hello, and especially seek support with their intrusive thoughts.

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I've been newly diagnosed with GAD, depression and OCD. I'm in my mid 30s and have been dealing with this stuff my entire adult life. The tipping point was severe post natal depression that I almost didn't survive. I'm getting help for me, but also because I don't want my kid to pick up my issues.

Often my intrusive thoughts are about world events, but at the moment they're suicidal. They push their way into everything i do/think and I'm so exhausted, just trying to ignore them. It's scary and I'm suffering insomnia. I'm currently off work for this week while I adjust to new meds, and my GP and psychologist are suggesting hospitalisation.

I've been trying mindfulness and exercise, as well as limiting alcohol (which I find hard).

So I guess I'm looking for suggestions and support. This mental health journey is so new for me and I feel very alone. I want to make it through this.

Thanks for reading, I really appreciate it. I just also want to state that I am currently safe and with family.

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Re: Dealing with intrusive thoughts - my struggle!

Pls don't apologise for not being around @Molliex

@you are in need of support snd help

pls reach out. been tired affects us mentally and physically. I hope you can rest a bit. Hope your little girl is doing well.

Here for you ❤️❤️

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Re: Dealing with intrusive thoughts - my struggle!

Ouch @Zoe7! Hopefully you can watch some comfort viewing and feel better asap x Thanks for your support

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Re: Dealing with intrusive thoughts - my struggle!

Hi beautiful @BlueBay. I'm so happy you got that job.. It really cheered me up. My girl is great, it's her birthday next week. The days are long, but the years speed by xx 💙💜

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Re: Dealing with intrusive thoughts - my struggle!

Watching cricket at the moment @Molliex but will watch a lot of BBC/UK tv on Foxtel I suspect over the weekend. Not much on free to air tv on a weekend.

Tag me anytime Hon - happy to walk along with you when I can. Will be around over the weekend so anytime you feel you need that support or just want to chat then reach out to us here

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Re: Dealing with intrusive thoughts - my struggle!

Hi @Molliex , I'm a new member hence me just seeing this now, so I hope you don't mind me replying here.

I'm sorry that you're struggling with intrusive thoughts and the other things you mentioned. If it makes you feel any better, I know how you feel. I also have intrusive dark thoughts and sometimes I don't feel like I'm in control of them at all, or fully, and I don't know why. It's a repetitive cycle of bad thoughts for me. For me personally, it's like when I get a happy positive thought in my head, my brain is like "get that happiness out of here, you don't deserve happiness", that's just my brain and I don't know why, no matter how hard I try.

I also have insomnia and I'm adjusting to new meds too, which I've been on since the 1st or 2nd of Feb (yes this month), although when I get my prescriptions in the mail from my psychiatrist, they'll be upped, so I understand how you feel there too, although meds, treatment, mental health etc is similar yet different for everyone.

For a suggestion, maybe you could try walking if you're up to it? Doesn't have to be a long walk, sometimes it's just nice to be outside around nature and get some sun and fresh air, depending on the weather of course. Maybe you could have a picnic even with just you, or sit somewhere and sketch your surroundings if you like art?

Of course it's all up to you, just suggestions. I hope you don't get hospitalised, and I really hope that you're alright. I'm here if you'd like to chat about anything or if you just need someone to listen then I'm here for that too, I care and I'll try my best to support you which hopefully I can somehow. Please don't harm yourself or any other silly things, I can see lots of people care and support you here and that's great to see.

I think it's great that you joined the forums and reached out and shared your story, so good on you, that in itself is brave and courageous I think. Take care and all the best, stay safe.

Love and hugs,

Tayla (I'm 20 by the way) xxx

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Re: Dealing with intrusive thoughts - my struggle!

Oops I meant to say brave in my message not grave, silly autocorrect, I'm so sorry @Molliex and others!

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Re: Dealing with intrusive thoughts - my struggle!

Hey there my friend @Molliex great to hear a post from you.

💙💜❤🧡💛💚

I am very sorry to read about your tiredness. I understand the worry about slipping. It was only a few months ago I was in crisis and the concern is natural. My words to you is you've got this dear friend xxx

I hope you can find something to ease your tiredness like cutting back somehow. I also hope your gp can help you too.

Sending positive energy to you @Molliex

Also, it doesn't matter that you can't comment on the forums, just know that you are a ray of sunlight to me when you do.

Love Angels333

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Re: Dealing with intrusive thoughts - my struggle!

Thanks @Zoe7. Right back at you. I'm not around as much any more, but I always see my tags.

I'm getting my first tattoo this weekend, so that's my excitement.

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Re: Dealing with intrusive thoughts - my struggle!

Hi @Former-Member. Thanks for your post and welcome to the forum. Anyone is welcome to post on my thread.

I'm actually training to do a charity hike at the moment. Last weekend I did a 4 hour bush walk. I also got to the gym, which I love.

I've been in therapy since May. I've got some great strategies to deal with my intrusive thoughts - just need to put them into place.

Do you have a thread with your story? Link me if you do and I'll go back and read so I'm caught up 🌻 Sounds like we have some struggles in common 💙

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That is exciting @Molliex Can you share what your tattoo will be? I am goitng to get my second tattoo next year on an anniversary ...just need to pay off my vet bill and pay back my Mum then start to save for it.

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