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Dealing with intrusive thoughts - my struggle!

Dealing with intrusive thoughts - my struggle!

Edit: This has evolved to become a vent thread and supportive thread. Everyone is welcome to come, vent. say hello, and especially seek support with their intrusive thoughts.

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I've been newly diagnosed with GAD, depression and OCD. I'm in my mid 30s and have been dealing with this stuff my entire adult life. The tipping point was severe post natal depression that I almost didn't survive. I'm getting help for me, but also because I don't want my kid to pick up my issues.

Often my intrusive thoughts are about world events, but at the moment they're suicidal. They push their way into everything i do/think and I'm so exhausted, just trying to ignore them. It's scary and I'm suffering insomnia. I'm currently off work for this week while I adjust to new meds, and my GP and psychologist are suggesting hospitalisation.

I've been trying mindfulness and exercise, as well as limiting alcohol (which I find hard).

So I guess I'm looking for suggestions and support. This mental health journey is so new for me and I feel very alone. I want to make it through this.

Thanks for reading, I really appreciate it. I just also want to state that I am currently safe and with family.

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Re: Dealing with intrusive thoughts - my struggle!

Hi @Molliex

It sounds really hard and no wonder you are feeling so unsettled

Remember you have been recently bereaved - your Nan I think - and you went to NZ for the funeral which must have been stressful and you had the chance to speak at the funeral and also be a pall-bearer - this can catch up with you

And asthma has been worse this year - I have mild asthma and always have a puffer with me - maybe use it a couple of times a year but this year I have been using it a lot and I know that it's exhausting to have asthma and also the puffer can make my heart beat faster - maybe you too - and this all adds to stress

And the smoke and having ash fall from the sky - really tough - that would add to everything and you do sound really tired

It's really great that you are going to talk with your doctor about your medication - it can have side effects and having another opinion can't hurt

Thinking of you - but good work with progress on the SH - that's a plus

Dec

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Re: Dealing with intrusive thoughts - my struggle!

Hey @Molliex How did your appointment go with the Gp this morning? Any change in meds?

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Re: Dealing with intrusive thoughts - my struggle!

Thank you for your kind and thoughtful words as always @Owlunar 💚

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Re: Dealing with intrusive thoughts - my struggle!

Hello @Angels333. It's so nice of you to check in.

I talked about my psychiatrist's suggestions with my GP, and we agreed to change my meds, rather than adding one on. I'm nervous as changing meds last time was very scary, but hopefully this is better.

He also gave me a medical certificate saying that couldn't go outside when the air quality was poor, so I have to work from home. I'm relieved about that. The smoke was bad again today - I wrote my name in ash on our patio furniture 😞

At the moment I'm just tired. Managing not to SH, but the SI is there. I need a good sleep.

How are you doing Angels? 💜💚💜💚

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Re: Dealing with intrusive thoughts - my struggle!

Thinking of you today @Molliex sorry I've not been around much this week. Hope today is a better one for you and that the change of your med regime goes smoothly and successfully for you. We have raining ash here too, and yesterday really eerie sky. A bit clearer today thank goodness.

Great to here the SH is not happening - I'm relieved to hear that. Keep up the good work xx

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Re: Dealing with intrusive thoughts - my struggle!

Hi @Molliex

I'm glad you saw the doctor and have a certificate for work so you can stay inside during the fires - we are warned not to expose ourselves to such environmental issues so that is wise - I stay inside during such weather too

Changing medication is a time likely to feel very uneasy - what will happen? How will it feel? It's a puzzle - so I wish you the best

Dec

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Re: Dealing with intrusive thoughts - my struggle!

Thank you @eth. I hope you had a nice day x

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Re: Dealing with intrusive thoughts - my struggle!

Thank you @Owlunar. Staying inside at the moment is as much for my mental health, as my physical heath. Hopefully med switch will be easier than last time.

I hope you are well 🌼

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Re: Dealing with intrusive thoughts - my struggle!

@Molliex ❤❤

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Re: Dealing with intrusive thoughts - my struggle!

How are you going @outlander? 💚🌻

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