Dealing with intrusive thoughts - my struggle!

Hi @Molliex my memory is not good lately. Did you have an appt yesterday with your psych?
@outlander how are you? Oops sorry I was meant to ask @Molliex

Thanks for sharing your experience @outlander. I will definitely think about it.

I am thinking of you today and sending strength your way 💜 💙🌻🦋

I understand @BlueBay, my memory is not good when my depression is really bad. I did see a psychiatrist in the weekend. It was ok, but only a first appointment so can't expect too much. He's tweaked my meds, so hopefully that helps.

Thinking of you today 💚💜🌻

Glad it went ok snd he's tweaked your meds @Molliex xx

Thanks @BlueBay, I'm hoping it helps.

So I'm off work now for 3 weeks. My holiday is starting earlier because my daughter has had an allergic reaction to antibiotics. Her face is so puffy 😞 poor thing. I just hope she's better before I leave.

My GP is really concerned about the SH. He's really pushing for me to be hospitalised if I'm not improving by the time I'm back from my trip. I think I need to consider it this time. Hopefully med changes help - right now I just have hand shakes

So I have 2 days to get ready for the trip, look after my daughter, and not be tempted by SH and SI impulses. It's so rough, especially with how overwhelmed I'm feeling. I'm so scared I'll fall apart without my supports while I'm away. Dealing with a loved one dying isn't easy.

I won't be around as much and I can't post from overseas, so just posting this update now. If you're bored, pop by and leave a message. I believe I can still support posts🦋 💜💚🌻

👋 @BlueBay @Angels333 @Shaz51 @Former-Member @eth @Faith-and-Hope @Maggie @Gazza75 @MDT @saturnzoon @Former-Member and whoever else is reading. I thank you all 💕💕🌈

Gee @Molliex that's nit good sbout your daughter. Hope she gets better soon. I didn't realise you are going away.
pls stay safe

hugs ❤️❤️

Yeah back to NZ to see my grandmother before she passes @BlueBay. Thanks, I'll be thinking of you too 🌿💜

Hey @Molliex I'm sorry to hear about your daughter having an allergic reaction. The poor little one.

I hope you get to spend some quality time with your grandmother. I haven't got the right words to say to comfort you. Just know that we are all here for you and I look forward to seeing you on the support button.

I hope you can get some distractions while you're away and if you have to go to hospital when you get back then we are here for you too.

Hugs (((💕💕💕)))

Angels333