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Dealing with intrusive thoughts - my struggle!

Dealing with intrusive thoughts - my struggle!

Edit: This has evolved to become a vent thread and supportive thread. Everyone is welcome to come, vent. say hello, and especially seek support with their intrusive thoughts.

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I've been newly diagnosed with GAD, depression and OCD. I'm in my mid 30s and have been dealing with this stuff my entire adult life. The tipping point was severe post natal depression that I almost didn't survive. I'm getting help for me, but also because I don't want my kid to pick up my issues.

Often my intrusive thoughts are about world events, but at the moment they're suicidal. They push their way into everything i do/think and I'm so exhausted, just trying to ignore them. It's scary and I'm suffering insomnia. I'm currently off work for this week while I adjust to new meds, and my GP and psychologist are suggesting hospitalisation.

I've been trying mindfulness and exercise, as well as limiting alcohol (which I find hard).

So I guess I'm looking for suggestions and support. This mental health journey is so new for me and I feel very alone. I want to make it through this.

Thanks for reading, I really appreciate it. I just also want to state that I am currently safe and with family.

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Re: Dealing with intrusive thoughts - my struggle!

Yes of course @Molliex , I can see that being home alone for long periods may play havoc with your intrusive thoughts. 👎😌

Being at work and fully occupied and distracted from internal thought processes is clearly preferable. But not if you are not ready, or not equipped with tools to deal with the anxiety and thoughts that involves. I hope your work obliges with your request for reduced hours, and also that your psych has some solutions tomorrow to help. Have faith that this is a temporary setback, and that things will improve. 😀

Sherry 💕

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Re: Dealing with intrusive thoughts - my struggle!

Thanks @Former-Member I should hear back tomorrow. Hope you've had a good day 🌻

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Re: Dealing with intrusive thoughts - my struggle!

Yes they're definitely strange @MDT! I did a really good work out at the gym today, so hopefully I can sleep without them. Thanks for your kind thoughts 🌿

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Re: Dealing with intrusive thoughts - my struggle!

Hello..Im intruding but I dont know how to post

In response to: Re: Dealing with intrusive thoughts - my struggle!

Re: Dealing with intrusive thoughts - my struggle!

Hi @Lorenza and welcome

Please feel free to join in where you feel comfortable and create a thread for yourself as well

We do have sn Introduce yourself here thread that you might like to join in with as well.

A forum tip is to put an @ before a members name and itll tag them for you

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Re: Dealing with intrusive thoughts - my struggle!

Hi @Lorenza and welcome to the forums from me too.

It’s great that you posted here. Is the topic something you relate to ?

As @outlander offered, the links she has provided open to other threads you might like to have a look at as well. Feel free to ask any questions you may have, and join in anywhere you would like to.

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Re: Dealing with intrusive thoughts - my struggle!

Hi @Lorenza welcome. How are you? @outlander has posted some thread info for you, but you're welcome to chat here too.

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Re: Dealing with intrusive thoughts - my struggle!

How was your, psych appointment @Former-Member?

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Re: Dealing with intrusive thoughts - my struggle!

Hi @Molliex learned a lot reading this discussion - thank you for starting it. I've been inspired to relook at ACT therapy (forgot that that's what we were working on a couple years back when i lived in Qld). Knowing my own values is still a work in progress too.

I can relate to much of what you're going through. With suicidal thoughts - they're like a disease what hat come and go but one thing I've learned is to see them as my urgent 'red flag' that I'm under too much stress and to take measures to reduce stress levels. S.I. use to really scare me because I thought I would act... anxiety levels skyrocket distress... Since I see it as a red flag to tend to self care... its power is reduced. Talking about it with ppl who don't panic also helps.

Mindfulness practices through the day really helps reset brain activity in a way I don't understand. But also, especially in the moment, when really overwhelmed. Engaging those five senses with slow deliberate breathing saved me.

Try making a word cloud of your values, what's important to you... Its fun.

Don't give up 💗

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Re: Dealing with intrusive thoughts - my struggle!

hi @Molliex I hope your psych appointment went well yesterday
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