Hot Chocolate Anyone ?

I find having a soak in the bath ( wish I had a bigger bath tub ) @Faith-and-Hope

Hi Everyone. Lots of post here and I took a quick glimpse of it all. It is a really busy week with work. It's one of those week where am constantly anxious 😔 I wake up, work through lunch and til late, sleep and repeat. Thankfully I have couple days with an hour or 2 of dance which gives brain a slight rest. If weren't for it I probably have a meltdown now. Actually last night I had a little cry before bed.

@Faith-and-Hope - cold is better but I have that coughing fit at the worst times ie talking to clients or as am asleep!!! Dance practice was good. Bit worrying given bit cleaning for the big concert in 2 weeks time but will get there. Gotta have confidence and the faith ☺️ Sorry if you said this in the forums but did you find out the results about D3? Hope she is able resit!

@Former-Member - I am but won't be able completely rest til these deadlines are met. It is the nature of the job I do unfortunately. Legislation requirements so there will be severe fines if they aren't 😑 It's reason I started taking up dance a couple years back. Prior to that I use to breakdown very often (usually alone in bed or shower). Found dance breaks up day. Although it means I sleep later at times it gives my brain and anxious feeling in chest a break....if that makes sense.

Yes I do journal. Almost daily. Mostly it involves writing about my partner. To be honest sometimes I wish my partner could read parts of my journal as I express my emotions better by them than talking, is that weird???? Although it's mostly about my partner there are times where it's reflection on life or memories of my dad who passed away 11 yrs ago.

Well off to bed then up to repeat the day. Thankfully there is dance tomorrow 💃🏻💃🏻💃🏻

Good morning all ..... 😊☕️

I'm a coffee, then off for a river walk .....

❤️

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@TAWNEY wrote:
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Yes @Faith-and-Hope, i was taken back that petrol costs weren't addressed, and didn't know quite how to bring it up, and she's so unwell... My little chat with the Holy Spirit had me leaving this one with God but I decided I would have to make it clear next time as i really can't afford it (my car $60+). And I did get to see my S1.

BUT! we judge too soon, I just got a tx from her saying: "Hi, how are you today? I hope you are not too exhausted! Thank you very much for taking me yesterday. I had a great time with you. I meant to give you some money to cover the fuel and tolls. I will bring it Sunday to church" But my tx answer was "No worries, i liked your company too, glad to lighten your load just a little for one day at least. I'm ok thanks, had an early night and slept in, lucky I have time to rest up. Don't like exchanging money at church so maybe just fill the tank for me next time - then i can do it more often too. Are you tired yourself, from the chemo, or energised by the 2 blood transfusions? Admire your resolve to fight this as long as you can, we love having you round 💞 Ps145 "The LORD is gracious and compassionate, slow to anger and rich in love"
Think that was ok (hope).

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I think what you wrote was brilliant @Former-Member - she will understand now that if she fills your tank she will get more trips and you can spend quality time with her helping out with what must be really horrible

Dec

Good morning @Faith-and-Hope, , coffee please xx

lovely , Can`t wait for the photos xx

Hi everyone 😊

Here are my fin-babies .... at least one of them ..... very hard to catch on camera cos they don't say above water ❣

Beautiful @Faith-and-Hope xx

I went for a checkup this afternoon ,

and now she wants me to do some BLOOD TESTS and a STRESS TEST as well

wow, doctor again tomorrow