Self Harm

Thanks @Jhaneylena. How have you been going?

I actually spent my first day out of bed the other day haha. Never left the house though only do that when I have to. I was exhausted at the end of the day. Still struggling with this heavy depression and this deepness of sadness. It’s like I can’t put a finger on it. And the crying from nowhere or a simple thought. Have sh. Just for a release of the turmoil. Just to feel something then other than what I’m feeling. Some days your just done with it over it. But we are here to share our story and maybe help someone else. May your day be full of sunshine and warmth. Xxx

Well done @Angels333 I hope Friday goes as well as it can for you. 💜💕

@Jhaneylena Hearing you, really tough journey. Take care where you can. 💜💕

@Jhaneylena , just as @Maggie said, hearing you regarding your struggles.

Glad to hear you had a day out of bed even though it was punctuated with bouts of depression.

Really thinking about you @Jhaneylena

Love Angels333

Well done on getting through the last week as you have done @Angels333 That is progress Hon Will be thinking of your Friday with your Aunt's funeral - never easy to go through so sending you a little extra love

Well done @Angels333 You should be proud of yourself

Thanks @Snowie I am feeling better xxxx

Thanks @Zoe7 , Friday will be tough. We have an hour drive into the airport where we pick up my Dad and brother, then we have a 3 hour drive to the funeral at 11am. Then we will catch up with relatives and then the three hour drive back to the airport and then an hour home. None of my family know about my MI so I will be having to put up my happy all-is-well face.....I have so much anxiety about it all.

I hope you have a good day off today ( it's just past midnight) and get time for yourself. Thanks for your constant support 💕💙💕

That certainly is a lot of driving @Angels333 and will no doubt be exhausting for you. Take breaks if you need Hon.

That is tough having to put on the mask as your family do not know about your MH. Have to do the same with my family - so much they do not know and even more so would be devastating for them if they did - I coudn't deal with any of that.

Unfortunately the cold I hoped would not develop has and I am really unwell today. Not moving from the couch but I have Toby to snuggle up with and some shows I recorded to watch in between sleeping.

Hoping your day is going okay and you have some good in it yourself

Sorry to read you are sick @Zoe7 My advice is take plenty of vitamin C and rest, take tomorrow off if you need to.

Sending you get well wishes 💙

Love Angels333