Angels333Senior Contributor
Self Harm
It's ruining my life
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Angels333Senior Contributor
It's ruining my life
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Angels333Senior Contributor
Dr says my liver is enlarged... @TAB
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TABSenior Contributor
oooh ah @Angels333 had med student feel mine once claimed in was normal size, had tens of abdominal scans not sure if where looking for that, had a few high readings dunno, its fixable I think usually
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MolliexSenior Contributor
Hi @Angels333 it sounds like it's been tough for you. Have you found some positives from being in care? I hope you're doing ok today 🌻🌻
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Angels333Senior Contributor
@Molliex I t was uplifting to hear from you xx xx
@TAB @Appleblossom @Zoe7 @Molliex @Zoe7 @Bunniekins @Faith-and-Hope @Adge @Former-Member
I need help I've been dissociating every day for the past 5 days. Full faint that lstlucid for 5 minutes.
I feel guilty
Like a hypochondriac
I need help as my job interview is Friday
I have done so much self harm I'm scared in open places
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TABSenior Contributor
..You need a Helper @Angels333
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AdgeSenior Contributor
Oh @Angels333 Hugs (((()))...
Re: Dissociating for past 5 days & feeling guilty.
You're definitely in my kind thoughts...
Sorry I am not able to be of much help right now- I've been struggling with the worst Dissociation in years myself, for over a week.
Have caught myself staring blankly into space, many times....
All the best with your Job Interview.
I will be cheering you on....
Adge
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
Who can you speak to there @Angels333 ?
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Angels333Senior Contributor
@Adge do you have some level of knowing what's happeninhg? Or is it a total blackout. I'm aware am dissociated but can't controll it . If I am standing I'll faint to the floor and struggle to wake up. If I'm sitting, I just slump in the chair.
Sorry your struggling with it too @Adge
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
@Angels333 Hey Angels333 am here with you sweety. Your Sane family are here. Love peaxxx
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AdgeSenior Contributor
Hi @Angels333 Yes it is a hard struggle, at least for me it is.
No not a total blackout - though I did have several weeks of total blackouts, just a few years ago.
I am often not aware at start of dissociating - Usually realise it (or guess) some time, or sometimes hours later.
Mostly I feel that I cannot control it, or come out of it (ground myself) when I need to.
My Breathing Mindfulness Meditation (lying down) - is one of the few things that takes the edge off the dissociation, or that starts to bring me back (ground me).
It takes me mere than one, or several breathing meditations.
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