Hi @Former-Member. I'm in similar circumstances. Things got a bit crazy, and I've had some further diagnoses added to my bag of tricks. So now it's; CRPS (complex regional pain syndrome), chronic fatigue, clinical depression, ASD (autism), OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder), BDD (body dismorphic disorder), BED (eating disorder), vulvodynia, social phobia, anxiety disorder and probably ADHD. Oh, yay. And through all this I'm trying hard to be a mother, a domestic organiser, a case manager and Carer, and, oh yeah, just in case I forgot.... myself.
And yeah, I've been doing a bit of lurking too. And feeling really disturbed after stumbling into the "deep web". My sociological training and my curiosity piqued, I followed some links through dark fan fiction and found some seriously disturbing material, and I'm allegedly 'weird'.... I think I need to add "really naive"to my above list. I had no idea it really existed. I had thought it was an xfiles/conspiracy thing. I have been trembling. Great way to feed my already fragile social world view. And now I'm frightened that my even less socially capable children might also stumble in.. The internet can be amazing, can offer considerable positive content to people who have socially debilitating issues; but there's a lot of really sick stuff out there too.
