Eden1919Senior Contributor
Trying to hold it together
I know i am only one person and i am trying i am really trying but i really just i cant sleep at night i cant live with myself knowing that maybe i am not trying hard enough there is so much crap going on in the world right now and i know that it took hundreds of years and millions of people to creat these issues but why cant we fix the problems we made if we cant sort out climate chage then we are all facing extinction in the next 30 years. and all the government goes on about is stopping the stupid boats well you know what would stop those dam boats FIXING CLIMATE CHANGE because half the poeple are coming because they are starving and cant grow food because oh wait its because of climate change big surprise. since when was a few rich people continuing to make more money than they could ever need more important than the lives of BILLIONS of people and animlas. i dont get it we know we screwed up we know we are going to be the cause of our demise but why is everyone just sitting around and ignoring the issue. like i know there are others out there trying but the people who can do the most wont all for money which is a made up thing it isnt even objectively worth anything.
everytime i see an animal or a little kid i just feel sad because all i can think is wow well you wont get to grow up or sorry little kangaroo soon you will starve or get swept up in another natural disaster. but then i also think if we are such a crappy species that we cant even respect ourselves then do we deserve what will happen to us. and even if we deserve it the animals DON'T they didnt do this we did and they shouldnt have to pay the price.
and i know this is long and rambaling but i am just so ANGRY and sad and fed up why have i fought so hard all this time when it will all be for nothing how am i meant to sleep knowing that my existance is causing so much damage to things that did nothing but try and survive when the odds were stacked agaisnt them. we did this I did this how am i mean to sleep....