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Bored of it

MDTSenior Contributor27 June 2019, 3:38 pm AEST

Bored of it

I'm bored of feeling like this. I don't want to go to hospital and I don't want to have to change even more things.

I'm sick of being overlooked. I'm sick of being bored. I'm sick of compulsive spending on stupid apps because it distracts me from real problems.

I try to deal with the real problem and yet nothing works. It's always 98% of the situation getting done. Never 100%. When something work in my favour?

I am sick of having nothing to do. I am putting myself out there to no avail. What is wrong with me? Am I just defunct? I don't know anymore and I really don't care.

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MDTSenior Contributor27 June 2019, 3:58 pm AEST

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Hats worse is that I don't care for self care. I don't see why I should bother taking care of myself anymore. What's the use.

All this pain and Angst and depression hasn't gone.

I'm so angry at myself and my stupidity. I'm so angry at my situation. I don't care about it. I feel so pathetic and stupid.

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Shaz51Senior Contributor27 June 2019, 4:30 pm AEST

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what has happened my friend @MDT

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MDTSenior Contributor27 June 2019, 4:43 pm AEST

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I'm just really not great atm @Shaz51

All the things around me going bad and trying to figure things out. Feels like I am going around in a circle.

Not much SI going on but it's there. Just being weary of it atm

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MDTSenior Contributor27 June 2019, 4:45 pm AEST

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I am avoiding tutoring this afternoon because I actually hate it... so I will have to apologise and cancel the student for the future @Shaz51 it makes me sad and isolated when I tutor.... Just makes me feel like a failure

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Shaz51Senior Contributor27 June 2019, 4:50 pm AEST

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you are not a failure my @MDT xxx

mr shaz goes around in cycles too my friend , one step at a time xx

mr shaz has bipolar 11 and other dignosis and he feels lows sometimes too , but YOU have done soo much my friend , soo proud of you xx

you can do this , and we are with you everyday

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MDTSenior Contributor27 June 2019, 5:13 pm AEST

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Thanks @Shaz51
I appreciate your ongoing help and support. You are a true community guide in every sense of the word 🙂

I applied for a graduate role today too so I still managed to at least get that done. IT was pretty basic though, still better than nothign

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Shaz51Senior Contributor27 June 2019, 5:20 pm AEST

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way to go my @MDT

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Ali11Senior Contributor27 June 2019, 6:26 pm AEST

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Hey @Hamsolo01, we're sorry to hear that you are feeling this way. Do you have any hobbies that you have previously enjoyed doing?

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BlueBaySenior Contributor27 June 2019, 6:51 pm AEST

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I’m sorry you’re feeling like this @MDT

Im struggling a bit at the moment but just wanted to say thst I’m hearing you.

Hugs your way ❤️

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MDTSenior Contributor27 June 2019, 7:22 pm AEST

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Thanks @BlueBay 🙂 you are kind.

@Ali11 I just played a game now eating dinner.

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