LemonjuiceSenior Contributor
Saw my counsellor.
Hi, Saw my counsellor today. She is reluctant to start therapy with me until I have a support system around me. So, I have agreed to go for a psych assessment and she is going to look into free services for me. The problem is that I am dealing with a lot in real life, I am burned out and I am dissociating in a way where I could be planning some fun task one moment and ready to suicide or self-harm the next. Lol, if I went to hospital, they probably think I was joking with them or lying cause I look, sound and feel fine. It's that everytime something happens at home, my nephew is rude, my mother insists on getting her way, etc, I can go from normal to suicidal in seconds and it takes some effort to get me out of that state, distraction helps, waiting it out mostly. So, if anyone has any ideas of groups or organizations that can help, let me know.