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So over it! su talk

LemonjuiceSenior Contributor31 May 2019, 8:54 pm AEST

So over it! su talk

I'm ok, but really fed up and exhausted of being one bad event from suiciding. I'm either trying to feel nothing or pretending things are happy, trying to make the best of things and then someone in my family does some stupid, unreasonable or nasty thing and I just want to end it and then I got to use my energy just trying to not give into temptation. I got a new script of sedatives for mum filled today, between my meds and hers, I would feel nothing. I'm NOT going to do anything but that damn temptation is there. 🤬🤬🤬😫😭

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Unknown userMember03 June 2019, 10:35 am AEST

Re: So over it! su talk

Hey there @Lemonjuice, how are you feeling now? I am so sorry about this heaviness you were holding - you're right sometimes life triggers can create heaps of internal chaos, well done on reaching out for support here with your peers

Do you need any further professional support like a helpline or checking in with your Counsellor? We're a bit concerned about some of your thoughts around medication etc - are you safe?

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LemonjuiceSenior Contributor09 June 2019, 1:32 pm AEST

Re: So over it! su talk

I'm ok...sort of numb...but alive.

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BlueBaySenior Contributor09 June 2019, 1:41 pm AEST

Re: So over it! su talk

Hi @Lemonjuice I’m sorry you’re struggling. I do understand what it’s like to go to work and the difficulty of it when depressed. It’s not good.

Glad to read you’re ok for now.

Hope things improve for you.

Take care

BB xx

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