Serenity1Senior Contributor
Pap Smear- self administered sample?
Hi- I was at the doctors recently after putting off my Pap smear for way longer than I Should have & being very nervous & worried about having the swab test done- due to past abuse & trauma-
i was trying to explain to the doctor how it felt like a violation- to get it done & makes me feel literally sick just thinking about it.
She told me that it was nothing like being abused- which of course logically I know- I'm not stu- pid-I feel so vulnerable in that position & it brings back blocked out memories-
& I said I didn't know if I could go through with it- but as I was having some strange symptoms- that I have not had previously- needed to get it done-
-she then told me about a self administered sample- which I had not ever heard about & She started looking on her computer for how it is done & she called someone on the phone for more information- so it's a new thing-
- I ended up going ahead & letting her do it as I know it is very quick-
but just wanted to put it out there for any ladies who have been through sexual abuse or trauma- if you are putting off your Pap smear because of it like I was- there is now this option available- I don't know how it all works because I didn't get that far- but thought I'd mention in case it helps someone- as I know how important they are & how horrible they are to go through 💖