Wanna talk

@Former-Member Hi BabyDragon do whatever you feel comfortable with 🙂

@Bunniekins being comfortable with talking isn't the issue. It's I'm not sure if it's going to help in this situation

@Former-Member Hmmm ... do you want to tell me about it. sometimes just talking to someone can help sort it out in your own head. I am hear to help if you want 🙂

@Former-Member Sometimes it is hard. I get it. Just feel so much inside and need to be expressed. Then don’t know how to start. Anyhow, take it easy. Hope you have a nice day.

Hi @Meowmy and @Bunniekins

Thanks for replying, it has been abit difficult for me the last few days feeling anxious and upset then feeling silly for feeling this way.

First I got told by a Jehovah's witness that I should have my child taken away from me because I don't go to church and that makes me unfit to be a mother.

Secondly, my great grandfather has advanced pancreatic cancer and liver & bowel cancer as well as a pacemaker and is disabled from a major stroke he had last year. He has been told it is unlikely he won't make it to the end of the year.

I want to visit him but he doesn't want to see anyone and Monday is probably the only chance I will get to see him before my son has an his operation and we go home.

Third is my son's operation I know it is only to get his tonsils and adenoids out but it has me anxious about things going wrong.

And then today a close friend of mine posted on Facebook that was going to end it, even put a photo up of how he was going to do it. So me and my partner rushed over to check he was okay turns out even though he is feeling suicidal he didn't intend to carry it out but after someone else called the police have a welfare check done he was taken to hospital

That is horrible to have gone through today @Former-Member and with all the other stuff happening it certainly does feel hard to cope with. Feeling for you Hon

To be honest @Zoe7 I was relieved when I got there and he was okay. I had a friend that I was too late for when I was younger. It is something that doesn't leave you.

I found my pop when he died @Former-Member so I know first hand that that never leaves you. So glad he was okay and is getting the help he needs.

@Former-Member Hi BabyDragon sorry to hear that life is throwing all these stressful events at you at the one time. Never saw my great grand parents (you are very lucky to have been able to have had your great grand father in your life). Respecting the way he wants to deal with his own mortality is very difficult but crucial in helping him deal with his own eventual death.

Strange the JW was so millitant and judgemental like that I know one who is super nice (probably the one of the most nicest and kindest people that I know). She is probably trying to convert me (haha) but nonetheless she knows that son2 wouldn't have a bar of any religion and respects that. You have just met a nasty person and is best ignored.

I had my tonsils taken out when I was little and never looked back and neither will your son :). Take care and be easy on yourself love greenpeaxxx