DunksSenior Contributor
Feeling fragile after a bad day but I am still here ... just!
Today has been a bad day and yet I have survived even though I feel totally depleted right now. It takes so much energy to be constantly caring, understanding, patient and calm.
I feel tonight like I just need some silence and some space. The noise has been constant all day and the clutter just keeps accumulating .
Mr W has unipolar mania so only has elevation. He has so many deals and plans and schemes and becomes so hard and uncaring and destructive.
So we need to care for ourselves to survive another day. I just did a food shop and as I was putting things away I stood up and banged my head into the freezer door. Moments like these, when I just burst into tears , make me realise how tired and fragile I am sometimes and how important it is to care for ourselves too.