Eden1919Senior Contributor
Why? possible TW
why is there no avenue for me to seek compensation for what happened to me at the hands of the mental health system? and i am not talking about money i dont give a crap about money i want an appology and a promise that they will never hurt me or anyone else ever again. i want to be able to feel safe again i want the constant threat of their abuse to stop hanging over my head simply because some doctor decided i am not "normal" i want to not cry and shake everytime i pass a hospital. i want to not be pyhsically sick before doctors appontments. i want the nightmares to stop. i want to be able to express my feelings without be threatened with being sent there again. i want to BE safe not just feel it. i want them to not be able to hurt me even from a distance. why is their abuse legal does no one care of the effect their so called treatment is having why are they allowed to ruin my life and be paid to do it? why cant i make the sinking feeling and the fear of them go away? why do i feel like it is my fault even though it was forced? why cant i stop crying about it? why?